Lately, I've been in my room pacing thinking of a cruel nation, thoughts racing staring at the ceiling while the smoke dances thinking of my past romances, no chances to go back, so I'm left reinventing me within I guess this is why she told me that I need a friend I relied on her love but I made her bend then she broke, now she's someone that I'll never meet again but I deserved it fully everybody else knows that I earned it truly I was faithful but failed in my certain duties now in a few years she'll just be a person to me I miss falling asleep, to the sounds of your laughter thinking back to this astounding disaster only reinforces where we are now I'm sorry I was never able to calm down lovers to strangers, losing my memory I'm forgetting all the words that you said to me losing touch of that spiritual energy I'll let it go. I'll have to. I'll let it be x2 I saw you crying but I couldn't respond right I would freeze, and I'd remain that way all night and my anger would percolate like it's soda instead of communicating, I'd run away til it's over shut down, and detach, enemies on my back misinterpret your actions as nothing but an attack why the fuck am I like that, why the fuck do I snap? no wonder I'm alone, who the fuck would love that? addicted to the chaos, I need to feel discomfort never had structure, all I can do is suffer I hate we separated, but I know we loved each other I'm sorry my abuse was something you rediscovered love isn't something that I can express the flame stopped flickering in my heart, there's no candle left I'll always love you that will never waiver I better record this before I shred the paper lovers to strangers, losing my memory I'm forgetting all the words that you said to me losing touch of that spiritual energy I'll let it go. I'll have to. I'll let it be x2
