[Verse 1] I’m so tired of dealing with these broken-minded men Every time I heal a wound, somebody cut again Every time I open up, somebody slam the door Leave me standing in the dark questioning my worth some more It’s always something new Another lie, another excuse Another “I care about you” Right before they do me cruel And they don’t even see the damage they create How they leave somebody drowning while they walk away Like my heart ain’t human Like my soul don’t bruise Like I’m supposed to smile through every way they choose to lose me [Pre-Chorus] How much pain I’m supposed to take? How many nights I gotta break? How many times I gotta bleed Before somebody finally sees me? [Chorus] Every time I turn around Another man let me down Another promise hit the floor Another wound I can’t ignore I’m getting tired of giving love To people who don’t know what love was I’m getting tired of opening doors Just to end up hurting more Maybe I should lock my heart away Disappear and numb the pain ‘Cause every time I trust somebody They leave me carrying the weight [Verse 2] You know what hurt the most? It’s not even losing them It’s realizing I keep pouring pure love Into people who only visit when it benefits them I be loving deep While they loving temporary I be trying to build something real While they moving scary And I keep asking myself “What’s wrong with me?” But maybe the real question is Why broken people keep finding me I’m exhausted Soul tired Crying behind closed doors tired Sick of pretending I’m okay When disappointment keep replaying [Bridge] I don’t even wanna date no more Don’t even wanna answer calls Don’t wanna hear sweet words That disappear when life get hard I just wanna protect what’s left of me Before there’s nothing left to save ‘Cause heartbreak after heartbreak Can turn a warm soul cold and afraid [Final Chorus] Every time I turn around Love keep dragging me down People swear they different Then leave me shattered on the ground So if I close my heart now Please don’t blame me somehow I gave chance after chance And all I got was pain in my hands [Outro] I’m not hard to love… I’m just tired of being loved wrong. And maybe that’s the part nobody understands. [Verse 3] I just keep running into people Who think love mean using somebody Treating hearts any type of way Then walking off like it ain’t nobody And all I do is give, give, give Till it feel like there’s nothing left to give Pouring into everybody else While my own soul barely live Then they say hurtful things Just to make you feel small Like tearing somebody down Make them feel tall Tell me what I’m supposed to do When pain keep stacking ceiling high? How many times I gotta break Before something inside me die? [Pre-Chorus] I thought people had hearts Thought people cared for real But everybody so busy fixing themselves They don’t care who they kill And I know nobody perfect I know everybody scarred But why your pain gotta become A weapon pointed at my heart? [Chorus] Why your package so broken You gotta break somebody too? Why every person I give love to Turn cold and leave me bruised? I’m tired of being the lesson For people who never learn Tired of loving with open arms Just to keep getting burned [Bridge] And I feel myself withdrawing slowly Driving away from everybody ‘Cause nobody seem to understand How to love me without damaging me I ain’t going out like no sucker Letting people play with me forever One day you gon’ knock at my door And I won’t even live there You gon’ call my phone Hear silence instead Disconnected line Just like the part of me that cared [Final Verse] Maybe the saddest thing of all Is I still wanted to believe That somewhere in this cold world Somebody could love me gently But every disappointment Turn my trust into smoke Now I barely recognize The hopeful heart that once spoke And if I disappear someday Don’t say you didn’t know why People can only take so much hurt Before something inside them dies [Outro] I gave love… They gave damage… Now I’m learning How to survive without attachment.
