Hereditary

[hook] Don't be ridiculous some things come and some go I know your sick of this but I could never let you know [refrain] [verse 1] I hope you can understand understand one day you're father lost your mother N he was never the same but this ain't the real me (get real) oh hell how dare I lie what's more real than the man standing staring into her eyes but I've never been one to break but I couldn't bare to see your face when you heard its you're father, I'm sorry its too late he's deceased [chorus] I'm so sorry baby girl I never wanted you to know this side of your father the side i'd never show cause I've been beaten and bloodied by the burdens I've bared I never conquered my demons they're right over there in a bottle on the shelf passed down from my father but i'd sooner die... than pass it on to my daughter (on to my daughter) [verse 2] don't get the wrong idea I'm not half the man he was he worked through the cancer never complained no not once because what good would that do when there isn't no cure just relief in a bottle N more pills on the floor from the the night I fell off the wagon so hard bleeding and screaming do you hate me looooOOOrd? [chorus] I'm so sorry baby girl I never wanted you to know this side of your father the side i'd never show cause I've been beaten and bloodied by the burdens I've bared I never conquered my demons they're right over there in a bottle on the shelf passed down from my father but i'd sooner die... than pass it on to my daughter (on to my daughter) [hook] Don't be ridiculous some things come and some things go I know your sick of this but I could never let youuu know [hook] Don't be ridiculous some things come and some things go I know your sick of this but I could never let youuu knoooOOOW [bridge singing] what if I showed sometimes it wasn't okay i took my mask off n I let my cape slip away not today I've been in pain but I gotta be brave a person in this world with courage, one who never stray's then I think about my father, n the man that he portrayed the portrait of a perfect person... n I am amazed then I think of all the things... he never let me see burdens he carried daily, for my sister and me N I think... just maybe... i am doing the same N maybe I'm just writing on another rainy day (N it'll all be okay) [chorus] I'm so sorry baby girl I'll never let you know this side of your father the side i'd never show cause I've been beaten and bloodied by the burdens I've bared I never conquered my demons they're right over there in a bottle on the shelf passed down from my father but the hardships are lessons passed on to my daughter (...on to my daughter) ...yeah ( I'm so sorry I've passed on) this is the message.. ...once I've passed away I'll pass on to my daughter I'm so sorry baby girl, ... I've passed on ... [end] [spoken word] I"m so sorry baby girl I've passed on, N my message to you darling ... I love you, N I'll (...on to my daughter) ...yeah ( I'm so sorry I've passed on) this is the message.. ...once I've passed away . I'll pass on to my daughter [spoken word] I'm so sorry I'm no longer here but I'm always watching over you ... I love you more than I could ever express never forget how proud me and your mother are ... we love you ... love mom N dad [end] [ Probably The single most personal ever Lyrics by STEZIOUS]