(Children! Attention! Children! Eyes up front! Screamed intro): WOOOAAAAHH BAAABBYYY! (Chant) Ooh! I’m damned. Forever cursed. Grab the mic Cause this feeling gunna be stuck with you for the rest of your goddamn life. Always going to crave the high. Tell them tonight why. Not alright, I been thinking about suicide my whole fucking life. Yea… right (manic laugh) Go on son. Go on tell em tonight. I really gunna take my own life All because of this black ice. Sore sight for life Shit gave me black eyes for life. What you gunna do? I really wanna get the knife Take some pills, But everyone telling me to hold a fight. Sit tight. Never right. Don’t question the belief if hes gunna do something ooh Cause won’t be tonight To precise. Everybody got notes I knoow So tell em right I’m damned. Forever cursed. So Grab the mic tonight Tell them tonight why. He Not alright, Wanna take my life, oh my All because black ice. (Chant) Ooh! Don’t got no motivation, No sober thoughts insight. We not a like I don’t say it for attention. I got enough as my minds currently a weapon. Strangled by tension. Cause we not alike. I gotta live ight ? Gotta an sit endure an suffer at supper Acting like I don’t wanna take my life Because it affects peoples life’s. Not tonight Say the truth Let em through Let him do what he gunna do Gunna do it regardless He’s a repetitive fool Swinging for a high This not a sappy way to cry. I know I’m not right And it’s gunna happen any time soon Family seeing it cause mans Mind burning into acidic fuel Might seem reparative But this the narrative Any chance at death I’d like Not no picky type. Stroke, stabbing overdose heart attack Too many chemicals Running through the blood To much of a goon , not a goof He gunna do what he do Make the statement loud Like he screaming from the roof. I’m damned. I’m beat I’m Forever cursed. I shouldn’t Grab the mic tonight Cause probably gunna Tell them tonight why. Not alright, Wanna take my life Why All because of this black ice. (Chant) Ooh! Need a bottle need 100 proof Anything less, Cruel he gonna react pick up shit And do how he always did Like it doesn’t matter to you Need a buzz Need da numb Need to run (Chant) Ooh! Cause if I’m not Let me put it this way You not gunna like what I’ll do Mind determined. Won’t change up the rules Not eating bullshit motivation Like a little kid in school. My mind set.. you won’t see me move So make a move While I kill this fucking track in a suno studio booth and I’m sing my name Sing my my pain Sing To every, every single, every single one of you. I’m damned. Forever cursed. Pick a fuck to give Tell nothing bluff them tonight You alright, Not planning anyways to take my life I beat the game I win the mind Tonight I’m on standby All because black ice. (Chant) Oooohhh! Every nights another question. People studying the patterns. Everyone suddenly playin detective While man’s defective. Words aggressive But baby that’s just my mental. Every thoughts a brick. Itching a get a fix or disses from distance. Depression or motivational metal Cause I’m ripping out the teeth. They playing cop. I’m losing it ready to rent a motel room And open my own practice. A Dental. Heavy PTSD you see this right? Wrestlin my thoughts like Maybe get something heavier. Psssh ..Fentanyl. Already tried don’t like the high. Not tryna die while choking in vomit from getting sick You’re stomachs turning at my truth tonight Brain damaged, or just a fucking dark night. Sick over instrumentals. Paint a vivid picture without the pencil. Is this seeking attention, Or just being brutal honest with intentions. So tell me why. Tell me why Tell me WHY! I can’t just lay tonight And drift from the night.
0/500