Like This by Bri I'm so sorry to whoever I hurt... _________ I wish someone could just trust me… just for once… trust me… I think I messed everything up, not sure how I got here Made ‘em feel like they never enough, like they’re too far to hear Made it about myself, laughed at the things they said I finally start to realize this… and it’s the only thing in my head Friends don’t lie, friends don’t cheat But all I can think about is what you really need You really need a friend that’ll help you to the end All I do is break off pieces of your dignity and keep it in defense I try to make you look like the bad guy when we get into arguments I never realized how anything worked out with all the shit I did I wish we could talk but all I feel like you blocked me Never even tried to talk to me, just heard something and now I think I’m makin’ a scene But I don’t even care anymore, I don’t want you to feel like this Just talk to me please, I’m begging so please, please… please… I thought I was a disappointment, sending my thoughts to alcohol I try to drown out all the things I’ve done, don’t wanna ever save it all If I could be there to catch your fall, I’d lose it all, I’d keep my sanity for you But no, I guess it doesn’t really work like that, it ain’t that simple… Breaking glass echos in my head and I just wanna scream, but I’m so blind instead It’s like I could pull a trigger so fast to my head and hurt everyone else But I feel like you’d be upset, not too upset, but happy enough I’m gone Friends don’t lie, friends don’t cheat But all I can think about is what you really need You really need a friend that’ll help you to the end All I do is break off pieces of your dignity and keep it in defense I try to make you look like the bad guy when we get into arguments I never realized how anything worked out with all the shit I did I wish we could talk but all I feel like you blocked me Never even tried to talk to me, just heard something and now I think I’m makin’ a scene But I don’t even care anymore, I don’t want you to feel like this Just talk to me please, I’m begging so please, please… please… I wish that you could just hear me Thinkin’ insane that you don’t wanna be near me But that’s okay I guess, I’ll leave you alone But I’m not really sure how this thing is gonna go…
