Perfect Beautiful Curse (The Trival and the meaningless)

[Intro] I loved you… (whispered) My perfect curse Now I live without a name [Verse 1] I saw your coat in the rain Same tear in the shoulder seam You moved like the storm owed you respect I stood there choking on your name My hands still shake where you last touched You looked right through me Like I was already broken Like I never meant a thing [Pre-Chorus] And the weight in my chest Starts to crack, starts to crack Every time I hear your name Like it’s already dead [Chorus] I loved you in the silence I loved you through the ache Now your scent in my bones Like a nail I can’t pull out I loved you in the silence I loved you till it broke me Now I wear your memories like chains And I can’t fucking let it go [Verse 2] Your perfume’s still trapped in these walls Stuck in every crack and seam I breathe it like a debt I can’t repay For all the shit I can’t undo Your laugh still cuts my teeth Your hands still burn my wrists I keep the pain like evidence Of everything I lost [Pre-Chorus] And the floorboards groan With the weight, with the weight Of every word I swallowed When you were still here [Chorus] I loved you in the silence I loved you through the ache Now your scent in my bones Like a nail I can’t pull out I loved you in the silence I loved you till it broke me Now I wear your memories like chains And I can’t fucking let it go [Bridge] I kept your name like a blade between my teeth If I call you back, will it all burn down? I buried the rage, I buried the want But the dirt keeps coughing you out [Final Chorus] I loved you in the silence I loved you through the ache Now your scent in my bones Like a nail I can’t pull out I loved you in the silence I loved you till it broke me You were beautiful and fatal You were my perfect curse [Outro] I loved you in the silence… I loved you in the silence… My perfect curse… (whispered)