I've been trying not to feel it But your memory stays around Every time I think I'm healing You pull me six feet underground I keep searching for a reason Why your voice won't disappear All this shit I keep pretending Falls apart when you get near I don't know where I'm going I just know I can't stay Every time I close my eyes You fuck with me the same I'm still running Still running for my heart I'm still falling Still falling for the shit you put me through If I lose myself tonight Would you find me in the night? I'm still running Still running