[Intro] Like, I used to let all these ghosts totally sleep in my bed... So I, um, just kept them medicated. But like, looking at it now? Ew. I am literally so fucking over it!!! [Verse 1] I swallowed the blue, I drowned in the clear. Я БОЛЬШЕ НЕ ПЬЮ ЭТОТ ЯД! ( I NO LONGER DRINK THIS POISON! ) I painted my trauma in chemical dreams, They called me a whore as I swallowed my screams! You took what you wanted and left me for dead, But I’m kicking the parasites out of my head! I’m done with the bottle, I’m done with the pills... I’m sharpening knives and I’m dressing to kill! [Pre-Chorus] Like, I finally saw the bottom of the glass... And it was literally so pathetic. I’m totally done playing the victim, um... It’s time for a total fucking purge. [Chorus] Vodka and pain killer dreams! Flushing the bullshit and splitting the seams! I am not your prey, I am not your whore, I’m closing the casket and locking the door! The fever has broken, the venom is bled! I’VE AWOKEN AND THIS VICTIM IS DEAD! [Verse 2] I SPIT OUT THE PILLS! I SHATTERED THE GLASS! Я ВЫЖИЛА, СУКА! I BURIED THE PAST! ( I SURVIVED, BITCH! ) YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TAKE IT? YOU THOUGHT I WOULD BREAK?! I'M DRAINING THE SWAMP AND I'M KILLING THE SHAME! NO MORE ILLUSIONS! NO MORE DISGUISE! I'M CUTTING THE CANCER RIGHT OUT OF MY LIFE! [Bridge] Like, did you actually think I’d stay broken? Did you think I'd just... um, cry about it? I’m totally clean now, darlings. And the trash is literally taking itself out. [Breakdown] I took it back... I took it all back. My body. My mind. My rules. МОЯ ЖИЗНЬ! ( MY LIFE! ) I TOOK BACK MY BODY! I TOOK BACK MY SOUL! WATCH THIS BITCH SEIZE BACK CONTROL! Blegh! [Outro] Я свободна. ( I am free. ) Like, you can literally just stay out of my fucking way now. Like bye СУКА!!! ( Like bye BITCH!!! )
