(verse 1) Forced into a numbness forced Into a rage The insanity keeps pushing Crying Im trying to turn the page Mind is maniacle Fearing ill lash out If they keep on pushing me It will escape Without a doubt Dear Lord blind me Dont let me see anymore If it keeps on pushing me Ill never see your door..... my body overcome in torment i want no more this place makes me sick... (Chourus) They expect my peace.. But i want to show them this.... the farthest from expectation. A killers kiss.... a Few inches of steel.... one that bleeds you quick I wasnt always like this You kept pushing me You made me sick...... (verse 2) Into a new chapter But this devil tags along I see the horizon But light is all gone Clouds of hell engulf me sulfer & screaming Here I dont belong... I never wanted this ... never knew of this place On my throne next to the devil fire engulfing this place a world of sin a place of pure pain Please lord wake me I never wanted to be Sick.... (Chourus) They expect my peace.. But i want to show them this.... the farthest from expectation. A killers kiss.... a Few inches of steel.... one that bleeds you quick I wasnt always like this You kept pushing me You made me sick......