🎵 Title: “What Am I Doing?” [Gritty reggae vocal, stripped back and raw] [Verse 1] She walks in like a warm front rollin’ Skirt swingin’, sunlight stolen Eyes that know too much too soon And lips that taste like a half-healed wound She laughs and it shakes my logic Touches me like it's all hypnotic She leans in close, I lean away Why do I always run from grace? [Pre-Chorus] She’s everything I say I need Wild heart, gold soul, and fire to feed And I’m a fool with trembling hands Still drawing lines in shifting sand [Chorus] What am I doing? She’s right there, saying, “Take me, I’m yours” And I’m building doors Where walls should fall I don’t recall the reasons I believed before What am I doing this for? [Verse 2] She hums a tune that stirs my sleep A sound so soft it cuts too deep She wears her want like painted skin Gets underneath where guilt begins And still, I dodge the sweetest sin Like I’m scared of the shape I’d be in But if I’m broken, what’s the cure? She was knocking and I barred the door [Pre-Chorus] She’s every song I’ve never sung She’s love that don’t come twice when young And here I stand like I don’t burn As if I don’t ache, as if I don’t learn [Chorus] What am I doing? She’s right there, saying, “Take me, I’m yours” And I’m building doors Where walls should fall I don’t recall the reasons I believed before What am I doing this for? [Bridge] Maybe I’m afraid of peace Maybe I need the war in me Maybe I fear it might be real And I won’t know how to feel But damn, she’s heaven on the ground And I keep turning it down [Final Chorus] What am I doing? She’s still here, still saying, “I’m yours” And I’m still unsure Still stuck in thought Still haunted by the reasons I forgot When she’s everything I want [Outro] And deep down I know why... But not when she looks at me like that
