----------------------- 𝕰𝖑𝖑𝖆 © 2025 @𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑_𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊 ------------------------ [1 verse]: Sitting in my bedroom Crying just realizing I’m Scared of myself with my demons help All I can do is ask “why?” If it’s sad poetry I’m writing No wonder I’m addicted to finding That it all came from the Devil first No one else I can confide [chorus]: Wow, I really must hate myself all the freaking time The Fallen Angel of Music has pulled the strings alright As I tell myself these little white lies All I do is scream and cry (Why?) Cause the Devil's bidding is in me musically Never worshiped God lyrically in my life See her in the mirror Oh how she haunts me Lived with my sin Made a career outta it (God, please) [2 verse]: Don’t listen to KSBJ cause The Devil ruins the music industry See singers who worship God falsely If you ask me, I’d say it’s all daunting (but true) Don’t listen to the radio, the Devil’s in the details Keep doing what I do even though it’s a hoax Even if I wrote gospel songs They'd make me choke [chorus]: Wow, I really must hate myself all the freaking time The Fallen Angel of Music has pulled strings the alright As I tell myself these little white lies All I do is scream and cry (Why?) Cause the Devil's bidding is in me musically Never worshiped God lyrically in my life See him in the mirror, oh how he haunts me Lived with my sin Made a career out of it (God, please) [3 verse]: Hating on Wokes, LGBT folks, I wanna stop “No! Do what you’re told!” Got dept, now I’m broke, complain how I’m alone You would be too if you knew what I know See myself in the mirror, cracks fearfully “Don’t stop, just keep doing what you’re doing!” It’s not all his fault of course Was birthed bad when I was born In front of me are all these doors I know I’ve been here before Gave up on false idols, all I got is this Must think I’m a psycho for using my demons In these emotional lyrics I’ve written I have no choice, there’s no way out of it Can’t be like God, I’m a sinner, not perfect Sometimes I wonder, is it really worth this? My angels cry for me, as if they were human No one knows why this feels like a burden Satan is watching right at this moment Saying he’s pleased with what I accomplished Don’t think I’ve a got a chance at redemption It’s too late to ask for forgiveness “Hello, it’s me, okay, let’s be honest You hate to be normal so you love being different Cause in your head all you hear is music Think you’re a poet? Hell made these lyrics!” [chorus]: Wow, I really must hate myself all the freaking time The Fallen Angel of Music has pulled the strings alright As I tell myself these little white lies All I do is scream and cry (Why?) Cause the Devil's bidding is in me musically Never worshiped God lyrically in my life See them in the mirror, oh how they haunt me Lived with my sin Made a career outta it (God, please) [outro]: “So keep telling yourself these little white lies Since they’re bloodstained with your cries Al I the only one who has tried To find a loophole in this style of life?”