where you run like?

whereeeeeeeeee you run like, whereeeeeee tonight like x3 Like where you off to tonight, nothing steals the spotlight, tryna fight the good fight, but you don't know which side you should be onnnnnnn tonighttttt, I feel it crumbling again, it all starts stumbling again and I don't know where to fall, start levitating takes my soul and takes my heart, my body is forsaken so why do I careeeeee? It is I that keeps on looking at the sky, trying to find out whyyyy, my life has been taken my off chi is shaken, I don't know who to follow to begin, but my soul already knows that there is a God,There is a divine being out there , space to say near, closer then here, right inside you just connect within and you will see him blossom in your LIFEEEEE. (LIFEEEEEE) But no seriously try to find out is scary but like literally, my heart palpitated and I had suicide since 13 so my thought one day my cells will not be dividing but more so dying, cause I couldn't get my picture out my head that I would be better in life the just rotting in a bed, So I picked up my bed and I picked up my life, I sought after something that was possibly righttttt,