No more hiding, no more shame, No more shrinking for your frame. No more smiling through the blame, No more playing your little game…. No more, no more, I won’t fade away anymore. No more, no more, I know what I’m fighting for. No more, no more, I won’t bend until I’m torn. You can close your fucking door— I don’t need you anymore… I learned to read the room before I spoke, Changed my truth so nobody would choke. Held my tongue just to keep things calm, Covered every wound with another charm. I said “I’m fine” when I wanted to cry, Said “I don’t care” when I cared inside. Gave my time till I had none to spare, Gave my soul just to prove I was there. Everybody wanted a piece of me, Everybody knew who I was supposed to be. But every version that I tried to show Was another part of me I had to let go. I bent too far, I lost my way, I gave too much just to make you stay. But now I know what I should have known: I can love you without losing my soul !!! I don’t wanna be your favorite anymore, If your love means I’m hiding at the door. I don’t wanna bend until I break, I don’t wanna smile for your mistake. Call me selfish, call me cold, I won’t sell my soul to fit your mold. If you only loved me when I played your role, Then you never really knew me at all. Every “yes” put another chain on me, Every “sorry” took another piece of me. I was scared that if I finally said “no”, Everybody that I loved would let me go. So I swallowed every word I had to say, Put my own damn feelings in the way. I kept giving till there wasn’t anything, Kept pretending I was fine with everything. But the silence got too loud inside my head, All the things I never said stayed unsaid. Now I’m done apologizing just to breathe, If you want the real me, take it or leave !!! Ahh-ahh… Ohh-ohh… I am here… I am free… Ahh-ahh… Ohh-ohh… No more fear… No more me disappearing… Maybe you’ll hate the person I become, Maybe you’ll miss the girl who always came. Maybe you’ll say that I have changed, But I changed because I stayed the same. I can love you without losing me, I can walk away and still be free. I can say no without feeling ashamed, I can choose myself without taking the blame. I’m not your mirror, not your machine, Not the perfect little girl you wanted me to be. You wanted silence, I found my voice, You wanted control, I made my choice !!! No more hiding at your door, No more being yours to ignore. No more bending, no more blame, No more dying just to stay the same. Call me selfish, call me cold, I finally broke out of your mold. If loving me means letting me be— Then love me now, or let me leave. No more, no more, I know what I’m fighting for. No more, no more, I won’t disappear anymore.
