dear insomnia

can't sleep foot's been shakin' can't sleep, no future keeps me awake my self too deep sorry can't make it, my head can't take it, my mind won't drift, and my legs keep shakin', i like myself but only when i have to but only when i have to maybe it's the bed, yeah, maybe maybe it hurts my head, yeah ending up hurting my life, instead. up in the dark, ceiling's my company hurts my heart, people gotta deal with me, and- sorry can't make it, my head can't take it, my mind won't drift, and my legs keep shakin', and my legs keep shakin' i'm seein' double, but at least i see, no sign of trouble, not mentally, well, maybe just a little, (hey) yeah, just a little, (yeah), I forgot all about our plans, cuz my memory is brittle! yeah, sorry can't make it, my head can't take it, my mind won't drift, and my legs keep shakin', and my legs keep shakin' ------------------ Wrote this while not being able to sleep, how about that for "write what you know"? Wasn't even going to make it into a full song, but just kept getting more and more interesting variations on the song from Suno, so here you go. I also watched Climax by Gaspar Noe for the upteenth time, and he utilizes that blood red so well in that movie, it inspired the short video for this, with a little Fake Plastic Trees and the big lug from Midnight Oil, for good measure. Making something with ten one-second scenes was really fun, and I think it adds a sense of unease to the whole thing! Hope ya'll like it!