The room erupts, they're singing loud I laugh until I disappear I leave before the last song ends No one even knows I'm here Cold glass, headlights in the rain The rear-view tells me what I hide I've spent so long becoming someone I don't recognize inside I practice every borrowed smile Like I've done a thousand times Hoping no one sees the cracks Behind these tired eyes Every crack I cover Finds another way to show I'm so tired of pretending What I already know I don't wanna fake it anymore Every "I'm alright" Built another wall I've carried this weight Long enough If this is rock bottom... At least I know which way is up They're still singing through the walls I'm still sitting in my car Maybe saying I'm not okay Isn't weakness after all The dashboard glows The radio hums But every word Feels paper thin I've been waiting for tomorrow To become somebody new Maybe healing starts the moment I admit the truth Maybe broken Doesn't mean There's nothing left To save One deep breath One open door One honest word Nothing more One small step One steady heart Sometimes that's Where healing starts I don't wanna fake it anymore Every "I'm alright" Doesn't own me now I've carried this weight Long enough If this is rock bottom... I'll build my way back up I don't wanna fake it anymore This is where The healing starts I turn the key I drive toward The morning light For the first time... I'm not hiding.
