[Verse 1] I woke up on your table Still curled like a child You were sleeping in the chair With a bottle and a vile [Pre-chorus] You made me tea in a dirty cup I burned my tongue just to feel something [Chorus] Not today You said not today One kiss on my temple Then you walked away Cigarette between my lips Ash falling on my hips Not today Not today [Verse 2] I told you about the shapeshifter How he wore your face How he called me "good boy" Put me in my place [Pre-chorus] You froze. Your hand on my thigh. Then you asked me why [Chorus] Not today You said not today One kiss on my temple Then you walked away Cigarette between my lips Ash falling on my hips Not today Not today [Bridge — soft, almost spoken] You said "you're pathetic" I said "I know" You said "I'll kill you" I said "I hope so" Then your lips on my hair For a second — I swear You were almost there [Outro — whispered, fading] Not today... Not today... But maybe tomorrow you'll stay... Maybe tomorrow... You won't turn away...
