[Intro] [Dark Melodic Trap] [Deep Low Male Vocal] [Dry Close-Mic] [Heavy Chest Rasp] [Broken Breaths] [Low Energy Tension] [Verse 1] [Trap Rap Pocket] [Deep Raspy Chest Voice] [Broken Syllables] [Loose Human Timing] [Internal Bounce] [Low Register] 9:10 AM an ah’m feelin’ mah coffee gettin’ cold Iss that table an iss that seat, but now iss all just all another hole Them lady at the counter askin’ me sweetly “are you alright” But I’m fakin’ smilin’ juss sayin’ yea it’s been one damn long night [Verse 2] [Deeper Trap Pocket] [Fast Fluid Phrasing] [Changing Cadence] [Throaty Rasp] [Words Push Across Bars] [Audible Breaths] Truth is I haven't ever slept ever since that day I told goodbye Truth is I gone see your face I see your light juss ‘bout every goddamn night Mah worlds had dark delusions, dat day done worse from that day I left An I still hear still hear your voice keep talkin’ takin’ space inside my head [Flow Switch] [Rhythmic Repetition] [Low Aggressive Rasp] Every door ah ever open, I whole hope you’re standing somewhere there Every night ah here wait for you, like you be here somehow somewhere near But I know I know no you never show, no matter how ever hard I wish it true I know it’s my it’s my own damn fault, but I still gone stay here dreamin’ of you [Pre-Chorus] [Trap Flow Accelerates] [Frustration Rising] [Broken Vocal] [Hard Rhythmic Delivery] Everyone keep sayin’ they keep tellin’, time gone go gonna make this right Funny cause every single fucken day, ah juss keep wannin’ you here in mah sight Damn it damn you damn them damn the world for bein’ straight I still need you [Chorus] [Melodic Trap Hook] [Low Raspy Chest Belt] [Rhythmic Repetition] [Raw Vocal Cracks] [Heavy 808 Lift] Ah know you think I walked, ah walked away, ah walked away from us Like you the reason, you the reason, the reason I gone thrown it all away But I know if any arms, if any arms ah’d run into I Swear iss your embrace, cause iss only forever you [Post-Chorus] [Less Rhythmic] [Soft Broken Rasp] All I really want is to give you all of me But I gotta find him first Baby I wish I wish you juss understood [Verse 3] [Trap Pocket Returns] [Forward Motion] [Deep Low Rasp] [Broken Cadence] Iss 9:45 an I see that train rollin’ by Ah board still waitin’ here, awaitin’ you, ah waitin’ for you bah mah side An again I see but I wish I didn’t see, that damn dark empty seat The one that keep remindin’ me o’ the night I gone ran from me [Verse 4] [Harder Trap Flow] [Throaty Chest Voice] [Memory Flashback] [Rhythmic Repetition] [Emotion Getting Rougher] You stood at that door, tryna hide them tears from me Sayin’ you’d wait, sayin’ juss stay, sayin’ don’t you ever fucken leave But ah went an walked, ah walked away, swearin’ ah was in the right Now ah’d give anything, give everything, to juss reverse that goddamn night [Flow Switch] [Broken Melodic Rap] [Raw Rasp] [Breathy Pain] Wanna feel that hug wanna feel yo hands, as you pray pull me in again Wanna feel yo love, wanna feel that heart, that you forever freely give Wanna see that smile, wanna feel that laugh, that laugh that I knew was juss for me But I fear iss gone, fear iss gone for good, an ah know ah know thass all on me [Pre-Chorus 2] You were perfect an gave everything, gone gave me everything I'll ever need But mah heart gone hollow, heart gone cold, an ah couldn’t ever juss receive So ah left, ah left to find, what I been missin’, what I lost So every “I love you,” Don’t feel so goddamn forced [Chorus 2] Ever since that night, I gone left you Every color in mah world, faded to grey Without that smile that I knew was juss for me Now it’s juss cold nights an bitter days [Post-Chorus 2] What did I need? What didn’t you give me? Why’d ah run from the one who never ran from me? [Bridge] [Beat Stripped Down] [Internal Argument] [Start Whispered] [Deep Low Chest Voice] [Short Broken Phrases] [Gradually Faster] [Gradually Louder] [More Breath] [More Rasp] [Throatier Each Line] [Desperation Rising] We were perfect I still love you What was missing? I still need you What was I chasing? I still want you Then why’d I leave? I thought I had to What if while I found me I fucken lost you What if you stopped waitin’? I’d still run to you What if you don’t want me? I still choose you You gave me everything [Breaking Point] [Raw Throaty Cry] [Voice Splits] [Desperate] [Not Screamo] WILL YOU TAKE ME BACK?????? [Final Chorus] Ah swear on every fucken thing, yea every thing ah hold dear Ah give everything, juss to have you back here I know I know I know, I don’t deserve another chance I juss hope, I hope you can still remember who I am [Drums Fading] [Half-Sung Half-Spoken] [Voice Wrecked] [Breathless] [Low Dry Vocal] [Emotionally Spent] I’m running I’m drowning Please let me in I want you back I’m home now Please love me still I’m crying I’m laughing Just love me still I’m staying I’m back now Please don’t let me be too late
