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I Was Still Becoming (Remix)

V6

[Intro] The last box was already in the car. You stood in the doorway. “So you're really going?” [Verse 1] We built this room together. Picked the pictures for the wall. Learned which side you sleep on. Which floorboard creaks at all. You know how I take my coffee. I know when you need space. There are pieces of you everywhere I wouldn't want erased. [Pre-Chorus] But that letter in my pocket had my name across the top. And I wanted you beside me when I said I couldn't stop. [Chorus] I took what was mine to carry. I left what belonged to us. The books. The clothes. The old guitar. Your key beside the cup. I didn't love you halfway. I didn't leave because I could. I just couldn't make forever out of standing where I stood. [Verse 2] You said we could be happy. And I knew that you were right. There was nothing here to run from. Nothing broken I could cite. That's what made the leaving harder. There was no one I could blame. Just a road I'd wanted before you knew my name. [Pre-Chorus] You asked what mattered more. I couldn't answer you. Because loving what we'd made didn't make the other dream less true. [Chorus] I took what was mine to carry. I left what belonged to us. The books. The clothes. The old guitar. Your key beside the cup. I didn't love you halfway. I didn't leave because I could. I just couldn't make forever out of standing where I stood. [Bridge] At the end of the driveway I almost turned around. Not because the road was wrong. Because you were still standing there. And for one second staying looked exactly like love. [Break] Then I remembered who I was before somebody loved me. I put the car in drive. [Final Chorus] I took what was mine to carry. Not everything was mine. Some things have to stay behind to find out if they survive. I loved you when I left you. I loved you down that road. But love was never meant to be the place where I stopped going. [Outro] You got smaller in the mirror. The road opened ahead. I didn't know what we would become. I only knew I was still becoming.