[Verse 1] I wear the wrong face In a room full of right ones They laugh at small things I choke on big questions I tried on their colors They burned on my skin Every “how you doing?” Feels like “you don’t fit in” [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I disappear tomorrow Would anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside Dying where I can’t be seen to die (oh) [Verse 2] They say it gets better Like it’s some kind of cure But these nights crawl backwards And I’m less and less sure Heart’s a cracked window Rattling in the storm I’m so tired of pretending That I ever was the norm [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I disappear tomorrow Would anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside Dying where I can’t be seen to die [Bridge] How many versions of me Have I buried alive? How many times did I smile Just to barely survive? Pull my name off your tongue You don’t know what it costs I’m not “fine ” I’m just quiet I’m not okay I’m lost (lost) [Chorus] I’m an outcast on the inside Ghost at my own door Screaming in a crowd of statues Can’t feel me anymore If I fade into the silence Will anyone ask why? Outcast on the inside I’ve been gone a long time Just learning how to say goodbye
