[Verse 1] The sober streak was feeling weak, I reached the peak, couldn't speak I held the chip then lost the grip, just one sip and then you slip The white lines are subtle signs, I crossed the lines of grand designs My brain needs what it feeds, it pleads and bleeds the devil's deeds It started slow, just for the show, a little blow, to make it go But depression hits with heavy mitts, tear me to bits inside the pits [Chorus] Depression brings a session of obsession, teaches lessons The powder screams louder, feel the power, hour by hour The coke high is just a lie, a way to fly before you die I need the K just to stay out of the fray and numb the grey To dissociate from all the hate, clean the slate, seal the fate. [Verse 2] My heart race at a pace, all over the place, lost the chase The drip taste, what a waste, made with haste, my soul erased I feel the wire start the fire, higher my one desire But the sadness brings the madness, kills the gladness, pure badness So bring the Ket, on the set, place the bet, get soaking wet Of feeling pain, inside my brain, go insane, against the grain [Verse 3] The rails stinging, ears are ringing, demons singing, to me clinging I can't feel what is real, the seal broke on the deal This snow blind inside my mind, I left behind the peace I find It’s chemical, so cynical, at the pinnacle, it’s critical Just to cope without the hope, walk the rope, sliding the slope I take a bump, get over the hump, feel the thump, then the slump. [Chorus] Depression brings a session of obsession, teaches lessons The powder screams louder, feel the power, hour by hour The coke high is just a lie, a way to fly before you die I need the K just to stay out of the fray and numb the grey To dissociate from all the hate, clean the slate, seal the fate. [Verse 4] The coke crash makes my nerves all lash, my thoughts are trash, my soul is ash So pop the bars to hide the scars, forget the stars in foreign cars Just feeling numb and getting dumb, become the scum I'm running from This Xanax haze for lonely days erases praise and bitter praise This blank cassette is what I get, a silhouette, the biggest threat To kill the low so I don't know the afterglow of a puppet show. [Verse 5] So then I chase the K hole, to erase my whole soul I take a stroll and lose control, that is the goal of this black hole I start to float, I'm so remote, I read a note another me wrote I'm up above, no sense of love, just one big shove like a tight glove That rips in two and you fall through, with nothing new, and no clear view Just in the void, completely destroyed, no longer paranoid, just unemployed by my own mind. [Verse 6] The morning light after the night is not so bright, I lost the fight My body's drained, my bed is stained, my soul is chained, it's like it rained Acid for days in a thick haze, through a new maze in this sick phase I'm finally back on the same track, I see the crack, and start to stack The pain again and I know when the hurt begins it never ends So what is real, I cannot feel, I broke the seal on my own deal. [Outro] (The grey is back...) (It's always back...) (Round two...) (.........)
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