🏥🧠 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 🧠🏥 PATIENT STATUS: conscious? □ lovesick? ☑ brain dead? ??? HEART RATE: __/\___/\____ [Intro] 🛏️ Put me in a hospital bed (My hospital bed) 😴 My eyes are closed, but I’m not dead (Not dead, not dead) 🧠 You can give me an MRI (MRI) ⏳ I’m waiting here, so go check my head (Check my head) MRI STATUS: ███████░░░ SCANNING... [Verse 1] ❔ Was it all worth it in the end? 🩺 When they strapped me down 🩸 And sure I bled, oh, the dread 💉 IV dripping poison through my vein 🚑 Guess this is triage 🌫️ Or maybe another mirage ⚰️ Or maybe I’m dead 🔥 I’m tired of being trapped inside this hell 🫀 This body ain’t been kind to me 🛏️ Lying in a hospital bed 👩⚕️ The nurses said the worst is over 💔 But you’re still killing me CHART: pain ........ ↑ pulse ....... ? you ......... everywhere [Pre-Chorus] ⬇️ So put me under (Put me under) 🧪 Run another test ❔ If there’s something wrong 🧠 Maybe it’s all inside my head 🪑 You’re sitting there beside me 🫴 You could walk me back to life again 🩺 But if love’s the diagnosis ✍️ Maybe they’ll find your name instead [Chorus] 🧲 Throw me in the machine 🧠 (In the machine) ❗ Tell me what the fuck is wrong with my brain (My brain) 🔍 Scan my head (Scan my head) 👁️ See if your name shows up again (Again) 🤒 Love sick (Love sick) 🧠 Brain dead (Brain dead) ⚰️ Baby, I’m dead, dead (Dead, dead) 💗 But I still want you instead 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) 🔁 You’re in there again (Again) RESULT: YOU YOU YOU YOU [Post-Chorus] ⚰️ Dead, dead (Dead, dead) 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) ⚰️ Dead, dead 🔍 Go check my head (Check my head) [Verse 2] 🛏️ Put me in a hospital bed 🎈 My head’s a balloon full of lead (Full of lead) 💉 They’ll stick me with IV lines 😵 You’ll joke that I look better half alive 🦠 Your love crawls up in my skin 🔪 Cut me open, put you in 🧠 A damaged brain, highest fever 🔥 Blood is boiling up 🌡️ Got your fever in my blood 💊 One little dose is not enough 📈 Temperature climbing, getting weaker 🤒 Without your love, I get the flu TEMP: 98.6 101.2 103.9 ERROR. [Pre-Chorus] 🔎 I keep searching for a reason 🌑 For this dark depression ⚔️ Been fighting all these battles 🫂 Trying to hold myself together 🚫 No, I don’t need a cure 🦠 If the sickness is you ⬇️ So put me under 🧪 Run another test 🧠 Maybe they’ll find you in my head (In my head) [Chorus] 🧲 Throw me in the machine ❗ Tell me what the fuck is wrong with my brain (My brain) 🔍 Scan my head (Scan my head) 👁️ See if your name shows up again 🤒 Love sick (Love sick) 🧠 Brain dead (Brain dead) ⚰️ Baby, I’m dead, dead (Dead, dead) 💗 But I still want you instead 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) 🔁 You’re in there again (Again) [Verse 3] 🔪 Cutting me open like it’s routine 📉 No pulse left, “let’s use this machine” 🏷️ Tag around my toe, will you stay? ⚰️ Zip me up, pronounce me DOA 😶 I was sick of it ⚰️ I played dead 💥 Guess I fucked my life up instead 🧠 My thoughts are numb, a silent empty space 🤍 Cold white sheets and your familiar face 🤝 You keep your hand around my wrist 💓 Counting every beat I miss PULSE: /\____/\_______/\__ MISSED: +1 +1 +1 [Pre-Bridge] 🩺 If love’s the diagnosis ✍️ Write your name beside it 🦠 If you’re the infection 🚫 Baby, don’t let them fight it 🧠 You said you’d lose your mind with me 😵 Guess you meant literally 🚫 No, I don’t need a cure 🦠 If the sickness is you [Bridge] 🛏️ Laid me out on a sterile bed 🌹 Surrounded by flowers, thorny red ⚰️ Marking me gone, roses wilted 🌀 Tunnel vision and tilted 🪦 You can find me in a grave 🙂 With a smile on my face 🩹 I made peace with the pain 🫴 But I still saved you a place RESERVED: bedside seat ♡ [Breakdown] 🚫 No way, no way (No way) 🚫 No way to make me stay 🛏️ Unless you climb beside me 🤪 And go crazy the same way ⬇️ Put me under 🧪 Run another test ❔ If there’s something wrong 🧠 Go find it in my head (In my head) [Final Chorus] 🛏️ Put me in a hospital bed 📉 Heart rate’s flat, but I’m not dead (Not dead) 🧲 Throw me in the machine ❗ Tell me what the fuck is wrong with my brain (My brain) 🔍 Scan my head (Scan my head) 👁️ You’re everywhere they check 🤒 Love sick (Love sick) 🧠 Brain dead (Brain dead) ⚰️ Baby, I’m dead, dead (Dead, dead) 💗 But I still feel you in my chest 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) 🔁 You’re in there again (Again) MRI RESULT: HEAD: YOU CHEST: YOU BLOOD: YOU CURE: NONE [Post-Chorus] ⚰️ Dead, dead (Dead, dead) 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) ⚰️ Dead, dead 🫀 Check my chest (Check my chest) 🤒 If I’m lovesick (Lovesick) 🦠 You’re infected next [Outro] 🌫️ The life I once knew 🧠 Was all inside my head (In my head) 🩺 So they strapped me down 🩸 Made sure I bled 💉 IV drip tastes just like dread 💡 You left the lights on for me 🪑 Sat there beside the bed 🛏️ Put me in a hospital bed 😴 My eyes are closed 💓 But I’m not dead (Not dead) ⚰️ Dead, dead 🧠 Scan my head (Scan my head) 🤒 Love sick 🧠 Brain dead PATIENT: still here. DIAGNOSIS: lovesick. MRI: inconclusive. YOU: still in there.
