[Verse 1] Keys on the counter no wait they're in the fridge Phone's in the laundry how did it get in there I swore I'd call you did I forget again This brain's a maze with no end [Prechorus] I scream but no one hears me I'm lost but they just steer me [Chorus] Forget me not I'm falling apart Spinning in circles can't find the start Forget me not I'm screaming inside Can't you just listen can't you just try [Verse 2] Skin's on fire my body's a cage Pain's the anthem of my everyday stage Hot flashes crashing like tidal waves Memory's a thief stealing my days [Prechorus] I cry but no one sees me I fight but it defeats me [Chorus] Forget me not I'm falling apart Spinning in circles can't find the start Forget me not I'm screaming inside Can't you just listen can't you just try [Verse 3] "Just lose weight" they say with their clipboard eyes Like I haven't tried while my joints are on fire "Normal for your age" becomes my lullaby While I'm drowning in this medical choir [Verse 4] Mirror shows a stranger I can't recognize A body so large filled with shame and disgust They say "just breathe through it" like pain's a choice I'm screaming so loud but I've lost my voice [Bridge] [strip to just drums and bass, almost spoken] Maybe they're right Maybe I'm weak Maybe it's all in my head [pause - silence] FUCK THAT [full instruments EXPLODE back in] This body's a battlefield And I'm still here I'M STILL HERE [Final Chorus] [with layered vocals, more aggressive] FORGET ME NOT I'm falling apart [background vocals:] "just deal with it, just deal with it" Spinning in circles can't find the start FORGET ME NOT I'm SCREAMING inside [background vocals distorted:] "it's normal, so normal" Can't you just listen can't you just try [Outro] [instruments drop out one by one] Keys in the fridge Phone in the wash But I'm still here I'm still here [last line whispered then SHOUTED] I'M STILL HERE!
