angsty awaits down deathward heart trap scrap

ahhhhhhhh!! (sighs) more love more hate and sarcastic too. more about hating life loving life loving hating life and less about love itself plz. help.love . doubt. clout. definitely doubt filled lounge abouts a soul fried and fattened in sweet nothings who drowning in love letters I've gotta get some me time some grounding I'm falling pownding the dopamine sounds here love .e love me love me I'm found I'm her not mad we're all insane here and I'm ye maddest beast bitching to be freed freedom scathes I'm weak [Intro] (Screams muffled) Ahhhh… (Distorted, haunting melody begins) [Verse 1] if life’s a sick joke, where's the punchline Every dab feels like a time remind find I’m addicted to the pain, it’s my vice Loving life, hating life—same old device [Chorus] I don’t need a reason to exist don't give me another toxic kiss I don’t want your sympathy or lies Just let me drown in this beautiful demise [Verse 2] Everything’s perfect, yet I’m lost in hell I crave the chaos, it’s where I dwell a slave to the highs, a prisoner of lows Loving the hate, hating the love that nobody knows [Chorus] I don’t need a reason to exist don't give me another toxic kiss I don’t want your sympathy or lies Just let me own this beautiful demise Friends sit and smoke Discussing death and love Their eyes catch light Like forgotten stars Their laughter lingers In the heavy air An unspoken bond Holds them together (repeat chorus) Feelings are quiet storms, Rising, falling, cracking open, Invisible forces, shaping worlds, Tender whispers, violent tremors, Unseen hands, moving mountains, We tremble, knowing their power, In the dark, hearts silently roar. not mad we're all insane here and I'm ye maddest beast bitching to be freed freedom scathes I'm weak (repeat verse 1) (chorus) aghhhhhhhh angsttttt it killllssss can we deal kisses for my soul my steal what a freefall fuck up. o no no nopeee killings kill [Bridge] (Sarcastic tone) Oh, life is great—just peachy and fine A never-ending circus, and I’m the clown in line I’m dancing on the edge, with my feet on fire Loving every minute of this twisted desire (sighs) more love more hate and sarcastic too. more about hating life loving life loving hating life and less about love itself plz. help.love . doubt. clout. [Chorus Variation] (Emotional crescendo) I don’t need a reason to exist (whispered) don't give me another toxic kiss (building) I don’t want your sympathy or lies (screaming) Just let me drown in this beautiful demise [Outro] (Fading, distorted) Just let me drown... owning this beautiful demise... (Silence) (moans) woah is me and I'm the (sighs) woman, woah is woah is (gasp) woah is me