[Verse 1] I’ve fought and fought with no outcome My hands are tired My eyes stay open And I still can’t name the hurt [Pre-Chorus] I kept the door shut I kept the truth small But it keeps breathing In the walls [Chorus] Now I want my soul to rest My soul to rest Now I want my soul to rest I’ve been carrying too much and still ain't got the best [Verse 2] I’m still not better That’s the hard part Some days I’m only Holding up the dark I smile like I mean it Then I fall apart [Pre-Chorus] I kept the door shut I kept the truth small But it keeps breathing In the walls [Chorus] Now I want my soul to rest My soul to rest Now I want my soul to rest I’ve been carrying too much and still ain't got the best [Bridge] If you hear me Don’t fix me Just stay near me Let me be I don’t need a reason I don’t need a fight I just need one quiet place To let go tonight [Final Chorus] Now I want my soul to rest My soul to rest Now I want my soul to rest I’ve been carrying too much Now I want my soul to rest My soul to rest Now I want my soul to rest I’ve been carrying too much and still aint got the best