There were nights I laughed it off Mornings I pretended I was fine Truth is, I was hurting some But I kept it all inside I wanted to walk a straighter line But I kept taking the long way around If I could have left this clumsy heart behind Maybe it would’ve been easier somehow But even the yesterdays I want to erase And the today I still don’t know how to love They’re all part of the road I’ve walked Every step belongs to me The weakness, the doubt Even the tears that fall That’s me too, that’s me too It’s all a part of who I am I’m awkward, I’m scared And still I dream ahead This kind of me, that kind of me I’ll hold it all and move on I used to compare myself to everyone Counting all the things I thought I lacked But maybe this voice and even this pain Can become colors only I can have Not just the beautiful parts I’ve got shadows I don’t want to show But all the things I cannot hide Are shaping who I’ll be tomorrow The regret, the loneliness The feelings I never could say out loud I hope someday I can smile And say none of it was wasted The weakness, the doubt Even the tears that fall That’s me too, that’s me too It’s all a part of who I am I’m awkward, I’m scared And still I dream ahead This kind of me, that kind of me I’ll hold it all and move on There were days I almost broke Days I wanted to let go of everything But I’m still standing here And maybe that alone is enough I don’t have to be perfect It’s okay to shake sometimes I’m living through today And that is who I am Even this weakness, even this pain I’ll turn them into tomorrow That’s me too, that’s me too Not a single part is a lie The days I laugh, the days I cry I’ll carry all of them with me This kind of me, that kind of me I want to learn to love it all Even if I’m not enough Even if I’m not beautiful If I’m still here, right now Then that is me
