It doesn’t matter now But it still hurts I should care but The pieces of me can’t feel anymore And I’m all too aware Can’t stop circling in my head Lying in my bed The quiet is a little too loud I think about all the mistakes All the could haves Would haves Should haves Didn’t know better But I still regret so much I’m haunted The ghosts of my pain Are chasing me, chasing me I’m running as fast as I can But I can’t escape Every time I catch my breath The darkness is still there Waiting The face I see in the mirror Staring back at me Knows all my secrets The things I can’t speak Skeletons in my closet Reaching out to grab me And I’m still standing here Wondering why I couldn’t see the truth Until it was too late I’ve spent my whole life Trying not to live I’m haunted The ghosts of my pain Are chasing me, chasing me I’m running as fast as I can But I can’t escape Every time I catch my breath The darkness is still there Waiting I didn’t realize how alone I’ve been But I created the monster I fear I shut out what I should have let in I’ve been cold and bitter Can’t face it now but I can’t get away Got to turn around And face it I’m haunted The ghosts of my pain Are chasing me, chasing me I’m running as fast as I can But I can’t escape Every time I catch my breath The darkness is still there Waiting
