[intro] [instrumental] [verse] I wanted you to be more than you could not sure where I'd learned the expectation I could see the real person inside you Shared that desire but could never find reasons Friends ask why I'm so broken up still I guess, that's just how this goes It wasn't just the shit person that died but also the kind hearted passionate soul [prechorus] I hate to even say this out loud Am I becoming what you once were now? [Chorus] Hit rock bottom as I lay on the floor though I learned to be honest it honestly hurts more Wanna lie Wanna lie but what the hell for? Wanna lie wanna lie but what the hell for? [instrumental] [verse] I never felt it was a high expectation but You kept a cigarette close to your heart instead of the children that wanted to know you the ones that went hungry in rooms full of dark Even in death left a pile of garbage just one more burden that we had to clean But now I'm just vicious of things that once happened I guess this is the process of becoming mean [prechorus] I hate to even say this out loud Am I becoming what you once were now? [Chorus] Hit rock bottom as I lay on the floor though I learned to be honest it honestly hurts more Wanna lie Wanna lie but what the hell for? Wanna lie wanna lie but what the hell for? [slow down] [instrumental] [bridge] I always suspected I'm better than this but maybe the truth is we're all full of shit [Chorus] Hit rock bottom as I lay on the floor though I learned to be honest it honestly hurts more Wanna lie Wanna lie but what the hell for? Wanna lie wanna lie but what the hell for? [Chorus] Hit rock bottom as I lay on the floor though I learned to be honest it honestly hurts more Wanna lie Wanna lie but what the hell for? Wanna lie wanna lie but what the hell for? [outro] I just wanted you to love me [end]