Antidote in the Dark

From a basement window, pale blue light Something creeping in me every night I ignored every warning sign Turned my mind into someone I don’t recognize Now I’m losing who I used to be Fading out, no one noticing me Running dry every time I bleed When I’m gone, will they remember me? Can you feel the dark inside me grow? I’m reaching out but it won’t let go I need the antidote Before I lose control Give me something real Something I can feel I need the antidote A way to let it go Break me out tonight Bring me back to life (Ooh ooh) I need the antidote (Ooh ooh) I need the antidote Down and out, yeah I hit the ground Every time I rise, I’m pulled back down I’m not like them, I don’t belong Drowning in a half-heard song Holding on but it slips away Same old night, just a different day If I fall, will I ever land? Or just fade like I never planned Can you hear me calling through the noise? I need a light, I need a voice I need the antidote Before I lose control Give me something real Something I can feel I need the antidote A way to let it go Break me out tonight Bring me back to life I can’t hold it, I can’t breathe Every shadow follows me Falling faster, no release Is there something underneath? Down and out, I’m losing ground Screaming but there’s no sound If I disappear somehow Would it even matter now? I need the antidote Before I lose my soul Give me something real Something I can feel I need the antidote Don’t let me go this low Pull me through the night Bring me back to life (Ooh ooh) I need the antidote (Ooh ooh) I need the antidote