Where The Sun Is

Flipping through the photos in my memory Burned edges Crooked frames I hold them close Where the sun is Where we still live Frozen on a screen that hurts to scroll You say "We’re fine" with your jaw clenched tight I bite my tongue till it tastes like rust Reality’s a thousand times worse Than every stupid plan we ever made We’re drowning in this cold together Holding on to all the things that fade Where the sun is Where we still live In the past In the past In my head Ashtray on the balcony Last July Your jacket on the floor We laughed We swore Now the hallway echoes when you slam the door Same four walls But it feels like war You scroll the headlines I count the cracks Both of us scared to say we’re cracked Reality’s a thousand times worse Than every stupid plan we ever made We’re drowning in this cold together Holding on to all the things that fade Where the sun is Where we still live In the past In the past In my head If this is all we get Then cry with me. If this is all we get Don’t you dare leave If this is all we get Scream till it breaks Scream till it breaks