Still Finding Me

deep house, soul/R&B, funk-infused orchestral house

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V5.5

[Intro]  
(Rhodes playing softly, vinyl crackle)  
Yeah…  
(yeah, yeah)  
Late nights, scrolling…  
(can’t even lie)
---
[Verse 1]  
Scrolling through my phone, I see your smile again  
Different dude, same glow, damn you shining again  
(yeah…)  
New crib, ocean views in your story clips  
Champagne on the table, diamonds on your wrist  
(sheesh…)
You deserve it, I ain’t even mad at you  
Just hate I couldn’t be the one to hand it to you  
(real talk…)  
I was lost, tryna find where I stand in life  
While you leveled up, found you a man in life  
(damn…)
---
[Pre-Chorus]  
And I see your status changed, got me feeling strange  
(facebook official…)  
While I’m stuck in place, trying to heal this pain  
(yeah…)
I ain’t jealous, I just know what we could’ve been  
(what we could’ve been…)  
If I had it all together way back then  
(my fault…)
---
[Chorus]  
You got a new life, new vibe, new energy  
(new energy…)  
Vacations, first class, living heavenly  
(yeah, yeah…)  
And I’m still right here, same city streets  
(same city…)  
Trying to figure out what you meant to me  
(ooh…)
I would’ve gave you the world if I had the means  
(gave you everything…)  
Now I’m watching someone else live my dreams  
(that should be me…)  
You a queen, always knew what you deserved  
(you deserve it…)  
Just wish I figured that out before you curved  
(damn…)
---
[Verse 2]  
I remember late nights, talking ‘bout the future  
(now it’s different…)  
Now I’m watching from afar through a computer  
(through a screen…)
He buying you the things I couldn’t afford  
Trips to islands, five-star resorts  
(yeah…)  
Matching fits, you glowing in designer  
While I’m still trying to build something from nada  
(nothing…)
I ain’t broke, just in the middle of the climb  
(still grinding…)  
You just met him at the perfect time  
(perfect timing…)
---
[Pre-Chorus]  
And I can’t even hate, ‘cause you waited long  
(you waited…)  
I was too busy tryna write my songs  
(chasing dreams…)
Guess love don’t pause when you not ready  
(no it don’t…)  
Now your heart somewhere safe and steady  
(with him…)
---
[Chorus]  
You got a new life, new vibe, new energy  
(new energy…)  
Vacations, first class, living heavenly  
(yeah…)  
And I’m still right here, same city streets  
(same city…)  
Trying to figure out what you meant to me  
(ooh…)
I would’ve gave you the world if I had the means  
(gave you everything…)  
Now I’m watching someone else live my dreams  
(that should be me…)  
You a queen, always knew what you deserved  
(you deserve it…)  
Just wish I figured that out before you curved  
(too late…)
---
[Bridge]  
Maybe in another life, I had it all in place  
(different timing…)  
Money right, mind right, I could take you place to place  
(yeah…)
Now it’s “likes” on your pictures, I don’t even comment  
(hold back…)  
‘Cause I know I still feel you and I can’t hide from it  
(can’t hide…)
---
[Outro]  
(Rhodes + ambient pads fade)  
I’m still finding me…  
(still finding…)  
You already found yours…  
(yeah…)
And that’s love, I guess…  
(even if it ain’t me…)

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[Intro] (Rhodes playing softly, vinyl crackle) Yeah… (yeah, yeah) Late nights, scrolling… (can’t even lie) --- [Verse 1] Scrolling through my phone, I see your smile again Different dude, same glow, damn you shining again (yeah…) New crib, ocean views in your story clips Champagne on the table, diamonds on your wrist (sheesh…) You deserve it, I ain’t even mad at you Just hate I couldn’t be the one to hand it to you (real talk…) I was lost, tryna find where I stand in life While you leveled up, found you a man in life (damn…) --- [Pre-Chorus] And I see your status changed, got me feeling strange (facebook official…) While I’m stuck in place, trying to heal this pain (yeah…) I ain’t jealous, I just know what we could’ve been (what we could’ve been…) If I had it all together way back then (my fault…) --- [Chorus] You got a new life, new vibe, new energy (new energy…) Vacations, first class, living heavenly (yeah, yeah…) And I’m still right here, same city streets (same city…) Trying to figure out what you meant to me (ooh…) I would’ve gave you the world if I had the means (gave you everything…) Now I’m watching someone else live my dreams (that should be me…) You a queen, always knew what you deserved (you deserve it…) Just wish I figured that out before you curved (damn…) --- [Verse 2] I remember late nights, talking ‘bout the future (now it’s different…) Now I’m watching from afar through a computer (through a screen…) He buying you the things I couldn’t afford Trips to islands, five-star resorts (yeah…) Matching fits, you glowing in designer While I’m still trying to build something from nada (nothing…) I ain’t broke, just in the middle of the climb (still grinding…) You just met him at the perfect time (perfect timing…) --- [Pre-Chorus] And I can’t even hate, ‘cause you waited long (you waited…) I was too busy tryna write my songs (chasing dreams…) Guess love don’t pause when you not ready (no it don’t…) Now your heart somewhere safe and steady (with him…) --- [Chorus] You got a new life, new vibe, new energy (new energy…) Vacations, first class, living heavenly (yeah…) And I’m still right here, same city streets (same city…) Trying to figure out what you meant to me (ooh…) I would’ve gave you the world if I had the means (gave you everything…) Now I’m watching someone else live my dreams (that should be me…) You a queen, always knew what you deserved (you deserve it…) Just wish I figured that out before you curved (too late…) --- [Bridge] Maybe in another life, I had it all in place (different timing…) Money right, mind right, I could take you place to place (yeah…) Now it’s “likes” on your pictures, I don’t even comment (hold back…) ‘Cause I know I still feel you and I can’t hide from it (can’t hide…) --- [Outro] (Rhodes + ambient pads fade) I’m still finding me… (still finding…) You already found yours… (yeah…) And that’s love, I guess… (even if it ain’t me…)

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