1st things 1st. You should have called me if those hoes were out there yapping like they are stupid. Put me on speaker, I would have said where is the damn driver, show me a time stamp of when you called her, you think she has super senses and she can just sense when you pull up. Shut that shit up. Secondly, I know you finding out about your diagnosis today hit you deeply, I could feel that through your energy. But we are going to look at this positively, you are aware and now take measures to get things right moving forward. 3rd I know you miss your babies, on many levels and that is normal as a mother..to feel what you are feeling. Just remember you are not alone, you have support through people who do care..and you are not getting abused right now..physically or mentally and with what you are dealing with that stuff wouldn't be good for you right now. 4th you deserve to be celebrated, you are a strong woman, with a kind and gentle heart that has been dealt cards no one should have to hold. But you over came it..im sure there are moments that trigger you or bring back memories but you have a beautiful light in you..don't let that dim. I will 100 percent respect you when you say you want no celebration. But I will celebrate you here and say you are blessing to many and I am happy I have gotten to meet you in this life :)
