I can see the future inside my head and i must say it has me left in dread i cant fall asleep i can't lay in my bed because i know things are going to flame hot and red here we go again all i do is sin i talk to another guy you flip i can't handle it ahhhhh in my phone id rather live because you make my reality shit your so insecure id rather you dip fuck it so what we have kids our 3 year old now knows what a fight really is earlier she said oh no you guys are going to fight again i dont want to put her threw this one two three im begging you please lets just stop an seize this is not ment to be i feel like all my lyrics are on repeat why aren't you listening to me why can't you open your eyes to see its always just what you think but you just push me to the brink I cant stand on this ice im going to sink get me the fuck out of this rink i dont have no ring i dont know why i let all this swing i dont know why i let your bullshit fling right on to me on our kids our family now its all my fault im the one who poored the salt now im selfish because i know what i want i just want to thank you alot for giving me all you got for taking me given me that punch that sock thanks for throwing all these danm rocks Your words are a disguise you try to get the kids on your side when im gone you fill them with lies and never tell the truth of all you did so its me they despise im just garbage in their eyes and im a slut a whore all the while your an angel in time bullshit ass fucking putrid guy uggghhh fuck you i just want to say goodbye but you don't listen an try to hold on tight so now imma fight until you have no might i dont care if you are playing nice you have already rolled the dice mother fucking snake eyes its my rhymes this is my book bind i write the pages in my story of life ive told you one to many times im through with the jealousy you hold inside i no longer can be kind i gave you my heart with no fine line you took it an ran blind i just want it again to be mine back to my chest i need it to combine i may be scared but that wont hold my spine you can call me crazy say i fucked up my life but here i am ready for your fight because deja vu hit me last night
