Somewhere I lost my spark, It gets dark up in this mind.. Feeling no emotions, With these thoughts that aren't mine.. They seem so damn convincing, The gaslighting is real.. They change the way I think, Quick to change the way I feel.. It gets a thrill out of reactions, I had to change up my response.. Its like the devils on my shoulder And he knows my needs and wants.. He knows how to distract, But I know how to control it.. He thinks hes running game But he ain't running shit, he just don't know it.. I said before that I know my own heart Thats why the devil can't get through to me.. All the life scars that he left I now wear them all like jewelry.. Since the day I was born He tried to test my existence with bad habits.. Generations before lost their own personal wars Turned out to be alcoholics and addicts.. I know the path that I'm on Is a road that was paved for me.. The creator made me struggle on purpose Just to see the brave in me.. I'm well aware of my surroundings With no fear, full of bravery.. The creator took his time When he created me.. I know im blessed to be alive Regardless of what my life is.. I take everything that I've been through And sharpen my pen like a knife is.. I use my pen as my weapon I write down all my thoughts.. All my struggles, All my lessons, I write when life gets hard.. [Chorus] Cause theres, nothing that I've been through That could ever break me A bottle broke on my head I didnt let the bottle break me I know the devil was at work When he wanted to test me He caught me at my worst Cause he cant fuck with the best me I brush the devil off my shoulder like dirt dirt dirt dirt dirt I'm known to put in work work work work work Dis aint what you want lil durk durk durk You cant buy my soul I know my worth worth worth
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