And what if the light did light up 1 million times and then suddenly the bulb dimmed… Age - use - stress - worry and over responsibility, all the light ever wanted was to see the swinger happy to love the swinger, to give anything to make him happy, but the light also required maintenance that a simple carnival goer would never entertain, and every single time that the light lit up it was a stress response, and the light gets fill itself slowly dying, and even though the light deep down New, the swinger was killing it. The light prayed for mercy that would never come dopamine will blame that but really it’s just a cruel world unfortunately empathy, mercy compassion, have proven for me turns - not given.