I don’t want to keep thinking about you

Sounds of Sadness and tears No instruments Soft Wind blowing

2025.04.25

I don’t want to keep thinking about you
As if we were still together
Because I care
I don’t think I feel love
Because I am no longer loved
No longer cared for
Words no longer spoken
A sadness 
Able to be beared
A fleeting memory
A thought of consideration
Thinking about what she said
What she likes
What she loves
Who she wants
What do I want 
Do I need to delete 
Your number
In order for me to forget
To no longer remember
Unable to connect
Delete our photos
Erase our memories
The pictures do not make me angry
They remind me of a time 
When we were happy
Suddenly changed
In a moment 
In a heartbeat
A blink of an eye
A mistake
A misspoken name
Words that create doubt
Rather than feelings of hope
I said dread
Strong words
With uncertain feelings
Which create walls
Made out of stone
So hard to break
Unable to forgive
Unable to pass
Unable to see 
The other persons 
Point of view
To hear how they feel
So cold in the silence
Spiraling alone
Obsessive thoughts
Excessive words
Over sharing details
Which others enjoy
An entertaining story
An interesting issue
Choices to make
Feelings to be felt
Reasons to be made
Excuses to make sense
Poems to write 
To empty my mind
To pour out my heart
I want to be quiet
Without racing thoughts
Uneasy feelings
Where rides bring clarity
Because the world is moving so quickly
The slower I feel
Focusing ahead 
The future races 
Into my present
And is behind me
I never look back
I have to remember
Never to look down
Never look at the speed
Or the gear
Only to feel the engine 
And hear the rpm’s
Knowing 
If I only take the time
To listen 
Listen to God
Listen to my heart
Listen to the silence
When these words
Flow onto my fingers
Tapping thumbs
Unspoken boundaries
Blurred feelings
So many questions
Unable to be spoken
Because we lack to words
The tools
The language
To express ourselves
The patience
To hear
To ask 
When I don’t understand
Your questions
When my answers 
Do not 
Are not 
The words you want to hear
You spoke your truth
Now it is my turn
To be silent
To never respond
With my thoughts and feelings
Because I want to be lovers
And you just want to be friends
Do I want a friend
Who tortures me
Who want to be with me
And not let me touch them
To hug them
To kiss them
To make love to them
That is a lover who does not want to be a lover
That is different than a friend who still wants to be friends
Were we ever friends
My friends support each other. We laugh, we care. I do not want to make love with my friends
Do I give up what I want
Is this a test

GPT

2541/7500

2025.04.25 I don’t want to keep thinking about you As if we were still together Because I care I don’t think I feel love Because I am no longer loved No longer cared for Words no longer spoken A sadness Able to be beared A fleeting memory A thought of consideration Thinking about what she said What she likes What she loves Who she wants What do I want Do I need to delete Your number In order for me to forget To no longer remember Unable to connect Delete our photos Erase our memories The pictures do not make me angry They remind me of a time When we were happy Suddenly changed In a moment In a heartbeat A blink of an eye A mistake A misspoken name Words that create doubt Rather than feelings of hope I said dread Strong words With uncertain feelings Which create walls Made out of stone So hard to break Unable to forgive Unable to pass Unable to see The other persons Point of view To hear how they feel So cold in the silence Spiraling alone Obsessive thoughts Excessive words Over sharing details Which others enjoy An entertaining story An interesting issue Choices to make Feelings to be felt Reasons to be made Excuses to make sense Poems to write To empty my mind To pour out my heart I want to be quiet Without racing thoughts Uneasy feelings Where rides bring clarity Because the world is moving so quickly The slower I feel Focusing ahead The future races Into my present And is behind me I never look back I have to remember Never to look down Never look at the speed Or the gear Only to feel the engine And hear the rpm’s Knowing If I only take the time To listen Listen to God Listen to my heart Listen to the silence When these words Flow onto my fingers Tapping thumbs Unspoken boundaries Blurred feelings So many questions Unable to be spoken Because we lack to words The tools The language To express ourselves The patience To hear To ask When I don’t understand Your questions When my answers Do not Are not The words you want to hear You spoke your truth Now it is my turn To be silent To never respond With my thoughts and feelings Because I want to be lovers And you just want to be friends Do I want a friend Who tortures me Who want to be with me And not let me touch them To hug them To kiss them To make love to them That is a lover who does not want to be a lover That is different than a friend who still wants to be friends Were we ever friends My friends support each other. We laugh, we care. I do not want to make love with my friends Do I give up what I want Is this a test GPT

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