[Intro] I never thought I’d have to write this down. The house is quiet, but the silence is so loud. Yeah. [Verse 1] Staring at the pictures on the hallway wall. Waiting for a shadow, waiting for a call. I still see your coffee mug sitting by the sink. The world keeps moving, but I can’t even blink. Every room holds a ghost of the things you said. Now I’m just playing all the memories in my head. They say time heals, but time is just a thief. Leaving me alone with this mountain of grief. [Hook] Searching for your light in the middle of the dark. Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart. The table has a space where you used to be. Now you’re just a shadow in my memory. Oh, I’m calling out your name. But nothing feels the same. [Verse 2] I saw your coat hanging right behind the door. I can’t bring myself to move it anymore. The family dinners feel empty and cold. Stories of your life that’ll never be told. To the next generation, to the kids in the yard. Staying strong for the others is getting so hard. I’m the pillar of the house but I’m starting to crack. I’d give everything I own just to have you back. [Hook] Searching for your light in the middle of the dark. Trying to find the pieces of my broken heart. The table has a space where you used to be. Now you’re just a shadow in my memory. Oh, I’m calling out your name. But nothing feels the same. [Verse 3] They tell me keep my head up, tell me stay brave. But all I see is flowers sitting on a grave. I’m angry at the sky, I’m angry at the clock. My heart is like a prison and I can’t find the lock. I’m shouting at the walls till my throat goes numb. Trying to outrun the pain that I’ve become. Is this the plan? Is this how it ends? Losing my family, my guides, and my friends. [Bridge] The wind blows colder now. I’m learning how to breathe without you. But I don’t know how. No, I don’t know how. [Hard Break] [Verse 4] Look, I’m losing my mind in the middle of the night and I’m fighting the feeling I’m failing to function. Looking for answers but all that I find is a bitter reminder of final destruction. I’m pacing the floor and I’m slamming the door and I’m screaming for more of the time that we wasted. The bitterness in me is all that I tasted, the bottle is empty, I’m feeling so basic. I hate that I’m here and I hate that you’re gone and I hate that the sun has the nerve to keep rising. The pain is a monster, it’s giant in size and it’s constantly growing and compromising. I’m snapping, I’m breaking, I’m taking the hits and I’m losing my grip on the reality of it. I miss you, I hate this, I’m done with the faking, I’m sick of the world and the way that I love it! [Outro] I’m sick of the world. I just miss you. Rest in peace. Goodbye.
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