[Verse 1] I remember on our darkest nights I lay awake, always fuckin' terrified You said I had the love I needed to find Then grabbed your keys and left me behind I wanna chase you, wanna make it right Forgot to breathe and now I'm petrified [Chorus] I don't think I'm alive, But I'm not yet in the grave. Tell me how one survives A sea of their own mistakes? It’d be better if I could fly And leave us in this place. I cannot cross the sea By wishing for the sky; Time, it pulls you deep In the contents of your mind. [Verse 2] There’s a ghost inside our bed, And shadows dance across the floor. Replaying words we never said, While demons scratch against the door. The doctor doubled up my meds, Still waiting six weeks for the cure. Just paralyzed inside my head, Too lethargic to endure— Like nothing matters anymore. [Chorus] I don't think I'm alive, But I'm not yet in the grave. Tell me how one survives A sea of their own mistakes? It’d be better if I could fly And leave us in this place. I cannot cross the sea By wishing for the sky; Time, it pulls you deep In the contents of your mind. [Bridge] I sink beneath the tide, Crushed by every wave. The best thing in my life Was looking at your face. The water clears up fine The second I see your eyes— I’d trade this fucked-up mind For just one more night. [Chorus] I don't think I'm alive, But I'm not yet in the grave. Tell me how one survives A sea of their own mistakes? It’d be better if I could fly And leave us in this place. I cannot cross the sea By wishing for the sky; Time, it pulls you deep In the contents of your mind. [Outro] Trapped in the contents... Deep in the contents... Still sinking down. Still waiting it out. Just one more night... Don't let me drown.
