It’s 2AM, I’m on your page again Scrolling like I’m over it Telling myself “we’re just friends” Yeah, I almost believe that shit Your face in a flicker of light Laughing like nothing changed I play it off in my mind But it don’t land the same I say I’m fine, I say I moved on But I’m still here with the screen on I got good at missing you Making it look like I don’t Yeah, I say I’m over you But that’s a lie that I won’t Say out loud, say in the day Only hits me when it’s late I got good at missing you Just not at walking away Your voice still stuck in a clip Thumb hovering over replay There’s a version of us that exists Somewhere I can’t stay You’re out there living it up I’m learning how to pretend Distance is calling it “growth” But it just feels like the end If I let go, then why’s it hurt? Why do I keep going back first? I got good at missing you Making it look like I don’t Yeah, I say I’m over you But that’s a lie that I won’t Say out loud, say in the day Only hits me when it’s late I got good at missing you Just not at walking away If I close my eyes, you’re still here So I keep the noise, keep it near It’s easier than facing truth I didn’t lose you—I lost you I got good at missing you Hiding it under my skin Yeah, I learned how to play it cool But I still cave in Every night, every screen Every ghost in between I got good at missing you But you’re still missing from me
