O. C. F. [VERSE] I’m tired of pretending I’m okay with this Tired of convincing myself not to miss the version of you that used to try Now I just get silence and a lullaby I’m not asking for everything, just something Some sign that I still mean more than nothing But I wait through hours that feel like years Holding my breath while you disappear [HOOK] Do you still care, or is it just guilt? Am I the part of you that wilt? You don’t touch me, not even through the screen And I’m starting to feel like I’m caught in between [VERSE] I know you're busy—I'm not blind But I can’t feel love that never finds time I hold back, every day, every word 'Cause I know the truth would sound absurd If I said "I’m lonely," would you even flinch? Or just chalk it up to distance, without moving an inch? 'Cause it’s more than miles—it’s the way you fade Like I’m background noise you forgot you made [HOOK] Do you still want me, or just the role? Just a name in your phone, or a part of your soul? I don’t want pity, I want to be seen But I haven’t felt real to you—like I’m stuck in a dream. [BRIDGE] You don’t ask about my days anymore You don’t listen unless I keep it short You say you love me—but it’s a ghost of the phrase Like a candle flickering out while I beg it to stay [OUTRO] So tell me the truth, even if it burns Tell me if I’m just one more lesson you learned I’ll walk if I have to—but I’ll break as I go 'Cause I gave you my everything And I never felt so alone
