[Intro] 2 names... 1 meaning Soul L33k [Verse 1] How is it already over? Is it cause I'm bipolar? Time goes by, I’m getting older Wish I could be way more bolder But my heart’s getting colder Got a horrible past and it’s kinda scary The way that I’m still lying, stressed Feel it heavy when I carry Praying to the Son of Mary If I said what I think, you’d stare at me Built my walls but something’s tearing All of them down, apparently Running around with hate I found Only going up, don’t fall back down Want to scream but not too loud I cope with my own voice, hate the sound Fell in love with doubt In circles wide and round Looking for love in the lost and found But it’s never really found Am I really God’s child now? Or am I hellbound? Should I give up right now? No — I promise I’ll get bigger somehow [Hook] I’m going in circles, round and round Trying to stand but I’m falling down Say I’m fine when I’m not okay Smile wide but I’m miles away Every left feels like a right Every day’s another fight Tell myself I’ll be alright But I’m barely holding on tonight [Verse 2] I just don’t know what will happen My mirror just starts cracking Then I go right back to snapping Gotta get out these bad habits Spent too long slacking Bad mapping, backtracking My steps like I’m tryna fact-check Failing almost every test I know I just need some rest Need to get this weight off my chest Don’t feel like I got much left Just short, shaky breaths And an unsent text Every left is a right and every right is a left I’m being misdirected Into things that I already left Being left with regret Is it bad that I still miss my ex? Man, I’m dying or maybe I’m already dead I’m stuck in my head Stuck on things I dread Leave me alone in my bed I’m scared Seen the pain but wasn’t prepared But I can’t stop even if my heart’s impaired [Hook] I’m going in circles, round and round Trying to stand but I’m falling down Say I’m fine when I’m not okay Smile wide but I’m miles away Every left feels like a right Every day’s another fight Tell myself I’ll be alright But I’m barely holding on tonight
