[Hook – Darkstar: Female Vocalist, goth pop-punk, haunting lead] Can’t make friends when I’m drowning in my mind (Mind, mind, mind) All these scars that I’m trying hard to hide (Hide, hide, hide) Want you close but my demons make me run (Run, run, run) Broken clocks can’t tell when the healing’s done ADHD got my thoughts all scattered round Depression’s got me six feet underground Rolling green just to silence all the sound Build these walls where I’m safe and can’t be found Reaching out but I’m scared of what you’ll find Ghost myself ‘fore you leave me behind [Verse 1 – SpaceGhostBones: Female Vocalist, contralto, raw rhythmic flow] I don’t pick up the phone, I let it ring like a warning Got a hundred unread, stack of ghosts every morning Every message is a mirror, and I flinch when I see it Trauma taught my bones not to believe it I vanish mid-sentence, disappear mid-smile Turn love into silence, been doing it a while Call me selfish, call me hollow, call me cursed, call me cold But I learned from a child that my secrets don’t hold I been pacing in the doorway, afraid to step in Every friendship feels fragile, like the walls gonna bend So I dip, I retreat, I dissolve, I decay Leave a shadow where I stood, let the memory fray I’m a bad friend, I confess, I confess in a rhyme I don’t show up, I don’t text, I don’t reach out on time It’s the trauma in my chest, it’s the buzzing in my head It’s the way that survival feels safer than the thread So I ghost, I retreat, I go quiet, I hide Turn my body to a rumor, keep the ache deep inside Not because I don’t care, not because I don’t need But because every touch feels like it might make me bleed Don’t confuse it for malice, don’t mistake it for pride It’s survival that taught me to slip and to hide I want to be present, I ache to be known But the ghost in my blood keeps pulling me home [Hook – Darkstar: Female Vocalist, goth pop-punk, haunting lead] Can’t make friends when I’m drowning in my mind (Mind, mind, mind) All these scars that I’m trying hard to hide (Hide, hide, hide) Want you close but my demons make me run (Run, run, run) Broken clocks can’t tell when the healing’s done ADHD got my thoughts all scattered round Depression’s got me six feet underground Rolling green just to silence all the sound Build these walls where I’m safe and can’t be found Reaching out but I’m scared of what you’ll find Ghost myself ‘fore you leave me behind [Verse 2 – Unscene: Male Vocalist, melancholic rap, vocal fry] I was comfortable until the screen lit with a proposition Another social mission with a mandatory admission Still I’m opposition, got a gut and bad premonition ‘Cause interacting with the masses has become my main affliction Fabricating lies for the ask Procrastinating, mind’s moving fast Imagination’s where I am a master of the craft But in a conversation, man, I always seem to come in last Then I medicate with quiet, that is the first thing Yes I live inside my cranium I don’t need a stadium of faces that are draining him The energy, containing it, they want a piece, obtaining it Then open you and hope to find a person who is entertaining them Joking, this vocalist was all alone when composing this I survive living in this mind, I’m the sole resident of it Kicking it with my thinking designed this whole monument That’s why I’m one of the best at constructing this ponderousness [Bridge – Darkstar: Female Vocalist, layered atmospheric delivery] We’re the ghosts that haunt our own machines Broken code in social scenes Every text feels like a scream Every call’s a fever dream Built these walls so f***ing high Watch connections pass us by Self-destruct before we try Leave them wondering why we die In the static of our heads Where the living feel like dead All the words we never said Bleed us out in shades of red [Final Hook – All voices in harmony, Darkstar leads, SpaceGhostBones adds contralto depth, Unscene adds rap ad-libs] Can’t make friends when I’m drowning in my mind (Mind, mind, mind) All these scars that I’m trying hard to hide (Hide, hide, hide) Want you close but my demons make me run (Run, run, run) Broken clocks can’t tell when the healing’s done ADHD got my thoughts all scattered round Depression’s got me six feet underground Rolling green just to silence all the sound Build these walls where I’m safe and can’t be found Reaching out but I’m scared of what you’ll find Ghost myself ‘fore you leave me behind