-=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- shh… Don’t wake me Just—don’t -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- Alarm screams like it hates me Sunlight acting fake-friendly Sheets feel safer than my thoughts Outside’s loud, my brain says “nah” Phone lights up, ten missed dreams Bills say hi, I hit “snooze” again World on fire, group chat mad I’ll deal with that… after bed -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- Heartbeat buffering, please wait Motivation’s running late If I don’t move, time can’t see me If I stay still, I might be free -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- I don’t wanna get up Bed’s got better vibes Gravity’s a liar I’m not built for outside Five more minutes—forever Call it self-care, call it dread If this is rock bottom At least it’s soft… and in my bed -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- Get up—no Try hard—nah Be real—lol I can’t today Get up—no Try hard—nah Be real—lol I can’t today -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- Curtains judging silently “Potential” staring back at me I had plans but lost the file Somewhere under this denial Dreamt I was productive once Woke up tired just from that If life’s a race, I missed the start I’ll cheer myself from where I’m parked -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- (you’re late) I know (they’re waiting) Let them (get up now) …maybe -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- I don’t wanna get up Bed’s my therapist Pillows say they get me Sheets don’t ask for shit Five more minutes—forever Time can knock, I won’t pretend If the world is ending Tell it I’m busy… in my bed -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- If I disappear till noon Will the sun take it personal? If I stay wrapped in these thoughts Does that count as self-control? -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=- I don’t wanna get up This is not a phase I’ll face my fears tomorrow Or… in several days Five more minutes—on repeat Soft despair, a lullaby dread I’m not avoiding life I’m just… buffering in bed -=|[zzz]|=-=|[ZZZ]|=-⋉◅◇▻⋊-=|[ZZZ]|=-=|[zzz]|=-
