Why I am i here Why I am i here I should be dead Feelings make me feel this way Medication make me feel worse Not taking Medication then I'm dead I have died once before. It's like strangulation of your breathing. You are fighting for your life Why I'm i still here What is my purpose I should be dead The Medication makes me an arsehole The Medication keeps me alive The Medication side effects you don't want to feel Why I'm i here What's my purpose The side effects are endless Its called Keppra Some people who have Epilepsy call it the devil's drug It can make you feel agitated, It can make you feel aggressive It can make you feel depressed It can make you feel emotional If you dont take the medication then at worst you end up having a Grand Mall Seizure. You bite your tongue, you feel your body shaking , you pass out , you can die through the Grand Mall seizure is the worst of all the Other Epilepsy seizures