Found my best friend aged 40, , got married had a baby year later his dad died, was unexpected, he couldn't cope, he was affected. happy and together through covid and lock down,still making me laugh, and acting the clown, he hid it from me, went to shed to cry, he had depression but he didn't know why. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. he opened his heart, went to doctor I thought they would help, I didn't know they would put us through hell. depression diagnosed, grief, ptsd and a prescription for those, for those things we all deal with, that are part of life, therapy wasn't suggested, or talk to your wife. Given sertraline zoloft it's called, ssri prescribed to all. hot flashes, premenstrual or anxiety social, general, or OCD, It's prescribed for depression even just mild, it's given if you're an adult or even a child. It's given out like candy with no second thought, deprescribing, and side effects the doctors aren't taught.... about withdrawals or how the brain adapts, receptor occupancy, who gives a crap. Just stick them on pills only been tested short term, no better than a placebo and doing great harm. It's a chemical lobotomy my husband has forgotten me. No informed consent this isn't how it was meant.... to be. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. tired all the time, excessive yawning, drinking much more, couldn't get up in the morning. You have alcoholic hepatitis, you should stop drinking, although I'm not calling you an alcoholic, what were they thinking? He stopped taking the meds what could be easier, all of a sudden, was like he had amnesia. He forgot that he loved me, he'd forgotten the way, looked at me with contempt most of the day. Didn't want to talk, had nothing to say, except for the shouting and swearing and rage. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. He'd act like a teenager, he turned narcissistic, drink driving and lying not his usual characteristics. I used to trust him 100% but now he was cheating, I knew, I could sense. It's a chemical lobotomy my husband has forgotten me, no informed consent this isnt how it was meant,... to be. It's a chemical lobotomy, my husband has forgotten me, , no Informed consent, this isn't how it was meant.... to be. violent nightmares, he lashed out in the night, the lack of empathy I knew somethings not fucking right. his brain kindled, his libido dwindled, anorgasmia he couldn't come, he still wouldn't face it, just wanted to run. Another ssri, works in the same way, drink driving, excessive spending and going astray. He blocked me on face book, became paranoid, fell out with our neighbours, constantly annoyed. He hated his family, he hated his friends, everyone's fault he would not make amends. He said that he loved me with all of his heart, but his head would keep telling him we needed to part. He sat in the front room, the children were there, said he wanted to do van life, he just didn't care. He slept in his car and a month in our shed, I knew something was wrong, something wrong with his head. I went over and over, as it played on my mind, he used to be loving he used to be kind. It's a chemical lobotomy my husband has forgotten me...
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