always lived a life of waiting For that text, that invite, that call I always lived each day hating The way I depended on it all Never feeling secure Wishing there was more Than the breadcrumbs I was fed -just enough to get in my head Then I woke up in the middle of the night I asked myself the question why? Do we not look for contentment in ourselves Instead of letting our happiness rest on some guy CHORUS Just look at me Im not that person anymore I’m smiling on the inside . I’m smiling on the inside I’ve found a freedom that I’ve never felt before I’m smiling on the inside I’m smiling on the inside And its fantastic!...... (house piano INSTRUMENTAL ) VERSE 2 I really struggled with dating And its cruel uncertainty The endless contemplating Is he interested in me? Never feeling sure Waiting around some more Will today be the day The craving goes away? Then I woke up in the middle of the night I asked myself the question why? Do we not look for contentment in ourselves Instead of letting our happiness rest on some guy CHORUS Just look at me I’m not that person anymore I’m smiling on the inside. I’m smiling on the inside I’ve found a freedom that I’ve never felt before I’m smiling on the inside I’m smiling on the inside And it’s fantastic!...... (house piano INSTRUMENTAL ) It’s fantastic I’m smiling on the inside I’m smiling on the inside
