
93.5s Recording (Jun 1 @ 1:53 AM) (Remix)
[HOOK] I been down, I been lost, I been fighting through the pain But I still see love even when it’s pouring rain To my son, to my people, I ain’t never walked away I’m just tryna find the light in another better day One day at a time, yeah I’m learning how to breathe Prayin’ God keep a shield around the ones I need If you hear me, I’m still here, I ain’t turned my back on you From Columbus to the struggle, I’m just tryna make it through [VERSE 1] Tonight I got that call, came through Jackie’s phone Hearing my son’s voice, man it hit me to the bone He asked me where I’m at, what rehab I’m inside I told him I’m still fighting, still tryna stay alive That moment felt real, like time just stood still When you love somebody deep, you know exactly how it feel Addiction in the family, it don’t pick and choose It’ll take your joy, your peace, leave you with nothing to lose But I told him I’m proud, I’m still standing up Even when I fall down, I keep filling my cup Of hope, of faith, of something better than before I ain’t perfect, I just learned I can’t live like I did before And I saw Jackie too, I thank her for the grace Let me use that phone line just to hear my son’s face It don’t take much to heal a heart that’s been broke Just a few real words, just a little bit of hope [HOOK] I been down, I been lost, I been fighting through the pain But I still see love even when it’s pouring rain To my son, to my people, I ain’t never walked away I’m just tryna find the light in another better day One day at a time, yeah I’m learning how to breathe Prayin’ God keep a shield around the ones I need If you hear me, I’m still here, I ain’t turned my back on you From Columbus to the struggle, I’m just tryna make it through [VERSE 2] I know you still struggling, I see it in your fight Thomas and Summer, I been thinking every night I know it ain’t easy just to walk through that door But staying in the same cycle only hurts you more Rehab ain’t a prison, it’s a way to be free It’s a chance to find the person you were born to be I been on that edge, I been deep in that storm But I learned even broken hearts can still be reborn I heard there’s places here in Columbus that can help Even couples going through it, they don’t do it by themselves You can walk it together, side by side, day by day Instead of letting addiction take everything away I’m not preaching, I’m just speaking from the truth From somebody who was lost, now I’m trying to break through And I still got love, I still got prayers in my chest For anybody out here trying to do their best [HOOK] I been down, I been lost, I been fighting through the pain But I still see love even when it’s pouring rain To my son, to my people, I ain’t never walked away I’m just tryna find the light in another better day One day at a time, yeah I’m learning how to breathe Prayin’ God keep a shield around the ones I need If you hear me, I’m still here, I ain’t turned my back on you From Columbus to the struggle, I’m just tryna make it through [VERSE 3] I’m doing better now, I’m picking up my soul Learning how to heal, learning how to grow It ain’t overnight, it’s a slow steady climb But every step I take is me reclaiming my mind I still think about the past, but I don’t live there no more I don’t let it drag me back like it did before I got people I love, I got reasons to stay And I pray every night I don’t lose my way To my son, I want you to know I’m still here Even when life gets dark, even when it’s unclear You’re not alone in this fight, I feel what you feel But I promise there’s a future that is actually real And when I get stronger, I’m coming back through Not broken, not lost, but a better version of truth I love you all deeply, that will never change Even through all the chaos and the pain and the rain [HOOK – OUTRO] I been down, I been lost, I been fighting through the pain But I still see love even when it’s pouring rain To my son, to my people, I ain’t never walked away I’m just tryna find the light in another better day One day at a time, yeah I’m learning how to breathe Prayin’ God keep a shield around the ones I need If you hear me, I’m still here, I ain’t turned my back on you From Columbus to the struggle, I’m just tryna make it through

