So shook

Alternative punk mainstream, indie pop rock

ottle it up until I’m so shook
The cork pops like champagne
And I’m overloaded
Getting loaded
Drowning in my pain
My love spills out
To only go down the drain
All these thoughts of us 
I won’t ever have a chance to explain
Still I lie to myself
Because I know it’s still the same
And I should stay in my lane
And stick to my own
But how do I do that 
When your heart is my home
Still I drown here alone
You’re always vacant and distant
Can only wait for the x amount of days 
You use me to escape from his bullshit
And all this pleasures pain
Down to the last/second
Because I know that’s 
Been my place in your heart
Still I can’t fucking think 
Whenever we’re apart 
I know that I’m worthless
I give what I got 
When I know that you’re faking 
And I’m the last fucking vacancy
In your heartbreak hotel
And my life has no wishing wells
To free me from this jail
That you’ve got me in
But I know I do it to myself 
Because life keeps sending 
the same lesson I refuse learn 
Because you’re the fire
And I fucking burn
While I wait for these tables to turn
When I know it won’t happen
Because you hide from the truth
And we can’t have any flowers
When you never give us roots
In an empty garden
With no room to grow
Guess I’m really that blind 
Helpless and stupid
Know I’m never on your mind
When things with him 
Are going well
But right when they’re not
You take a visit to my hell 
My place I reside 
deluding my mind
Numbing the pain 
For the very last time
To put me out in the dark
You know you don’t want me
Just the ghost who haunts me
Even though you’re what I wanted
And I left it to time
To show you my side
And the truths been told
Life sent you messages
They were written in bold
So much for growing old
Cause I’m leaving early and alone
And when I hit my low
It should be you that I hold
To tether my body to soul
And I don’t know how many times
I can rebuild what’s been shattered
Into something new
When i know it’s never mattered
Still The struggle goes on
Through futility, losing my grip
When I know I wouldn’t be missed
And everyone would be fine if I didn’t exist

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ottle it up until I’m so shook The cork pops like champagne And I’m overloaded Getting loaded Drowning in my pain My love spills out To only go down the drain All these thoughts of us I won’t ever have a chance to explain Still I lie to myself Because I know it’s still the same And I should stay in my lane And stick to my own But how do I do that When your heart is my home Still I drown here alone You’re always vacant and distant Can only wait for the x amount of days You use me to escape from his bullshit And all this pleasures pain Down to the last/second Because I know that’s Been my place in your heart Still I can’t fucking think Whenever we’re apart I know that I’m worthless I give what I got When I know that you’re faking And I’m the last fucking vacancy In your heartbreak hotel And my life has no wishing wells To free me from this jail That you’ve got me in But I know I do it to myself Because life keeps sending the same lesson I refuse learn Because you’re the fire And I fucking burn While I wait for these tables to turn When I know it won’t happen Because you hide from the truth And we can’t have any flowers When you never give us roots In an empty garden With no room to grow Guess I’m really that blind Helpless and stupid Know I’m never on your mind When things with him Are going well But right when they’re not You take a visit to my hell My place I reside deluding my mind Numbing the pain For the very last time To put me out in the dark You know you don’t want me Just the ghost who haunts me Even though you’re what I wanted And I left it to time To show you my side And the truths been told Life sent you messages They were written in bold So much for growing old Cause I’m leaving early and alone And when I hit my low It should be you that I hold To tether my body to soul And I don’t know how many times I can rebuild what’s been shattered Into something new When i know it’s never mattered Still The struggle goes on Through futility, losing my grip When I know I wouldn’t be missed And everyone would be fine if I didn’t exist

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