Title: Porcelain Nerves [Intro] Shh... You hear that? That's you breaking... again... again... again... [Verse 1] I got a smile like a cracked mask, Teeth full of secrets that I choke back. Every word's just a landmine, Step wrong, feel the fault line. Hands shake like a worn wire, Thoughts drip like a church fire. Halo made of zip-ties, Pinned down by my own lies. [Pre-Chorus] I can't tell if I'm sick or just designed this way, Static in my head turns every prayer to gray. [Chorus] My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering (Shatter me, shatter me, shatter me) I'm bleeding in code, you just keep on buffering. (Glitch in me, glitch in me, glitch in me) You want the truth? It tastes like rust on the tongue. I am the crack in the bell that you keep ringing for fun. My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering... [Verse 2] I wear my trauma like a name tag, "Hi, I'm the one that you break, drag." Every memory's a steel boot, Stomping on a dead root. Lullabies in a locked room, Screams dressed up in perfume. You call it "love" like a verdict, I call it beautifully toxic. [Pre-Chorus] I can't tell if I'm cursed or just addicted to pain, Every time I heal you carve your mark again. [Chorus] My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering (Shatter me, shatter me, shatter me) I'm bleeding in code, you just keep on buffering. (Glitch in me, glitch in me, glitch in me) You want control? Come pull the wires from my spine. I am the laugh in the dark when you cross over the line. My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering... [Bridge] You say, "Calm down, it's not that bad." I hear, "Break for me, dance for me, bleed on command." You say, "I'm here, you know I care." I see your fingers on the switch, cutting all the air. I'm the puppet, I'm the blade, I'm the promise that you made. I'm the silence in the hall, I'm the writing on the wall. I'm the crack... I'm the crack... I'm the crack in your perfect... [Breakdown] Ya-ya-ya-ya— You wanna fix me? NAH. Ya-ya-ya-ya— You just remix me RAW. Rip my seams, you love that sound. China crash when I hit the ground. Drop my bones like a porcelain rain, Stomp my name just to feel no pain. [Final Chorus] My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering (Shatter me, shatter me, shatter me) You call it "help" but you're really just smothering. (Smother me, smother me, smother me) You want a god? Go build one out of your shame. I am the ghost in the room that still remembers your name. My porcelain nerves keep shatter-shatter-shattering... And you... keep... clapping... [Outro] Shh... Can you hear it? That's you breaking next.
