A Loaded Memory
✦ ─── • ─── ✦ ─── •• ─── ✦ ─── • ─── ✦ This song is part of the "Numb Where It Matters" Series. "A Loaded Memory" HOOK: https://suno.com/s/xe26eAxZ5bEZNtGL 🖤⛓️I lived through a violent chapter in life that changed me forever. This song is my real story — the fear, the control, the threat, and the moment I chose to survive. 🌑🕯️🌫️ I carried the weight, faced the aftermath, and rebuilt myself piece by piece. I’m a survivor, not a victim, and this music is how I finally speak the truth of what I endured and how I rose beyond it to each of you. 🪕🎻 🖤⚔️🌿 The song that inspired me to dust off this poem and turn it into a track was this collab done by my musical friends @julesgem and @jasperkasev11 so please also listen to 🌩️➡️🌤️ "The Best is Yet to Come": https://suno.com/s/dclHy10aU0iHeIOy © 2026 by Lady DeviL https://suno.com/@ladydevil ✦ ─── • ─── ✦ ─── •• ─── ✦ ─── • ─── ✦ The decision is final. The verdict is well made. And the gavel... well, the gavel has finally been set. [Verse 1 ] The trial is over, the ink has dried cold The iron-clad story has finally been told She stands like a statue carved out of the frost Counting the wreckage and counting the cost He wore a facade like a fortress of stone A quiet dictator who ruled from the throne [Verse 2] She thought he was shelter, a light in the dark A kindred disaster who shared the same spark She stitched up his wounds with the thread of her grace Ignorant of shadows that lived in his face Behind closed doors, the rain turned to fists Leaving behind what she tried to dismiss He locked up her voice with a venomous threat: "Cross me and death is the debt you will get." [Chorus] Caught in the trap of a loaded design A slow-moving winter that crossed every line He planted his shadow inside of her womb, A garden of sorrow, a premature tomb. Against her own spirit, the harvest was sown, A life forced to wither before it was grown. [Verse 3] The clinic was quiet, the ending was cold, To excise the burden of stories untold. With steel and with sorrow, the roots were withdrawn, She bled out the trauma to wait for the dawn. The fever broke slowly, the fog cleared away She gathered her ashes to face a new day And shook off the shackles she carried within To walk to the fire on her own terms again [Bridge] She bared all her terror, she opened the cage And fed the last spark to the edge of his rage He pulled out a gun, the barrel gleamed bright And pressed it right there to eclipse all her light She screamed at his face and she cried to the skies: "Just pull the damn trigger, I'm done with your lies! I've got nothing left here, no reason to stay— Let justice take over and take me away!" [Instrumental Break] [Outro] The hammer came down and the ceiling gave way She slipped through the fracture and flew far away Then snapping back into the skin and the bone... She gasps for the air, and she sits there alone. The shadows are gone, but the echo’s still free— Just carrying the weight of a loaded memory. ✦ ── • ── ✦ ── •• ── ✦ ── • ── ✦ © Lady DeviL 2026 All Rights Reserved | Unauthorized use, reproduction, remixing, adaptation, or distribution of this work without explicit written permission is strictly prohibited and will be enforced under applicable copyright laws. Lyrics and concept created by @ladydevil with assistance from Suno AI (paid license). ✦ ── • ── ✦ ── •• ── ✦ ── • ── ✦
