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Beautiful Obliteration

Something is seriously messed up in my head... Everything is spinning, turning neon to red. My heart is hammering, racing right through my skin, I can’t ...Oh... wow... it's starting... The pressure drops, the floor starts to shake, This is a massive mistake I can't un-make. The walls are closing in, my throat is getting tight, I’m losing control of my own sight. Gravity’s failing, the room is hitting a spin, I’m drowning in the static, letting the panic win. Probably shouldn't've eaten two of them! Now my chest is ripping from the inside out! Everything is blinding, burning up my sight, I am losing my mind tonight! Too heavy to carry, too violent to fight, I am shutting down the signal, I am fading tonight! ...Did five minutes just last... an hour?... This is stripping all my physical power! A tidal wave of panic, a flatline drone, Paralyzed, sweating, completely alone! My hands feel like lead weight, the horizon is spun, The complete obliteration of my body has begun! ...My arms feel... like noodles... but also... The rhythm restarts, my head starts to clear, Fighting my way back through the wreckage and the fear. The distortion softens, the fever starts to break, Trying to piece together what the trip tried to take. ...Whatever... I'm already here... might as well enjoy the spin... Shut the channels down, let the system freeze, Sink into the floorboards, down on my knees. Spun out... Beautifully gone...